Move On

seven

^ Dana ^

"Nah I'm not tryna chill with you today. You just told me you didn't wanna do this no more so we not." I hung up and got out of bed. I had too much on my mind and of course it was because of some bitches.

Sariah is like 2 different people and I don't know if I should even fuck with her. Keisha is flip flopping and shit and I hate that the most. If she can't decide then neither will I.

I took a shower and got ready to go to work. I was working a double shift today and I knew Dana would be there for the first shift. I had to talk to her. She been acting weird ever since she found out I was messing with Keisha.

I put my hat on, grabbed my keys and my charger, and left. I got to work 10 minutes before my shift started. I parked right next to Dana's car. She must have came in early. I put my phone on dnd and walked inside. I clocked in, dapped a few people up, and went to my area.

Dana was at hers, listening to music. She didn't even look at me. I sat down and started watching the belt but then I heard Dana clearing her throat a whole bunch. I looked at her and she stopped.

"I need to talk to you." I said.

"You mad at me?" She asked. I looked at her confused.

"Uh nah. Why?"

"I made you tell Sariah about you and Keisha. It wasn't my business for real." She said.

"At least you know that. I let that go already." I stated.

"What you wanna talk about then?" She leaned against the conveyor belt, looking between me and the boxes.

"I slept with Sariah last night. I-"

"Wait.. Are you fucking with her and Keisha now?" She asked, looking irritated.

"Nooo not at all." I wasn't that sure though. "I stopped with Keisha because she doesn't know what she wants. Sariah seems like she's lowkey crazy though and I don't know what to do."

"Are you asking for advice?" She asked.

"Yes I am." I said.

"I personally don't think you should be with either one. Whether you want a relationship or not. Neither one is relationship material. What you don't know is that I dated Sariah before I got with Mara. She is a different person behind closed doors. She's either abusive or she's horny. Around everyone else she's super sweet. It's not healthy unless you're into that. Keisha is just really indecisive. She can't be with one person for shit."

"Deadass?" She nodded and I shook my head. "I'm just gonna fall back from both of them then. I should have known from the jump. Both of them were bold as fuck on the first day of school."

"Yeah I know."

"Anyways, why you and Mara been arguing lately?" I asked.

"She keeps trying to justify what she did. She wants to get back together but she all on this nigga page on Instagram. I think she forgot that I have people that snitch on her ass to me. She's not about to have me and no nigga on the side." She explained.

"Man. Bet I don't mess with no confused bitch-"

"Well I didn't know this was gonna happen." She said, cutting me off again.

"Bro.. Cut me off one more time and I'm smacking you. I know you didn't know you already told me that. Shit. You need to stop talking to her ass. She got you stressed and shit and you don't need to worry about that." I explained, shaking my head.

"You're right. I'm just gonna tell her I found a new bitch and I'm over her. I'm really not but it's whatever." She sat down and took her phone out. I checked mine too and seen a text from Sariah.

Hoe #2- Why haven't I heard from you? You just left without a word last night..

Me- I'm not trying to fw you and you're not understanding that. Thanks for the great night but we won't be sharing another one

I put my phone back and focused on my work.

****

I got off work at 2am. I was exhausted but if I wanted to keep my apartment I would have to just keep working double shifts. I worked 13 hours total and I was already annoyed after Dana left because Keisha and Sariah were both texting me all day.

I got home around 2:30 only to be met by Keisha and Dana. Dana looked stressed and Keisha was sitting on the floor.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"I tried to stop her. She claims-"

"I was worried about you! You weren't answering any texts or calls all day. Are you crazy?" She asked.

"You're not my girllll! Uglyahh fucking..noodlehead." I went to unlock my door and Dana just laughed at Keisha, who stood there looking mad.

"Keisha.. You are the one who wanted to stop fucking. Not me. But I'm not gonna be here whenever you change your mind and I'm assuming this won't be the last time. So you can leave. Ion want no pussy from you." I walked in to my apartment and Dana looked at me.

"You gon leave me out here?" She asked.

"Man come on." I said. She walked in and I left Keisha standing there. Pressed. I got my leftover Chinese food from the fridge and warmed it up.

"I'm finally done with Mara." Dana said, sitting down on my couch.

"Awe for real? How you feel?" I asked.

"I don't know. It's gonna take a while for me to move on. I just need to forget." She said. I still haven't deleted all our shit.

"That's like the first step ain't it? I never had to." I said. I never even took pictures with a bitch let alone have pictures of her in my phone.

"Yeah it is. I'ma do it now." She stated.

I sat down in my chair and while my food was cooling off, I lit a blunt. I handed it to Dana's stressed ass and got something to drink since I forgot to.

Once I came back, she was crying. I took the blunt back and sat next to her.

"Man put the phone down. I'll do it for you in the morning." I said. She locked her phone and threw it to the chair I was sitting in. I put the blunt out after hitting it a couple more times and started eating. Dana grabbed my pillow and broke down.

I couldn't even finish my food so I put it down and rubbed her back. She laid her head on my lap and cried her heart out. I'm not the sentimental type but it was easy to comfort her.

"You gon be good bruh just focus on the better things. She can't hurt you no more." I said. She sat up and wiped her eyes. She looked into mine and stared for a minute. It was weird. I couldn't look away and she wouldn't.

I was stuck. Not even because of the blunt either. She finally looked away and got up. She went to the bathroom and I went to my room. That was... I don't know.