Possessed and Possessive (Completed)

Chapter 5: She Will

To the right is Damian :)

-S

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Ed’s POV

I promised her war and walked out of the library. And then I realized I was close to tears as I have been since the part two months. C’mon Edward Lucas Ainsworth, be a man. Stop sulking over a girl. But that’s the point; she’s not just a girl. She’s El. My El. She’s the one I have always been in love with. And I am still madly in love with her.

And that is why I am back. I retreated to Paris to give her and myself the break. And during this break I had realized that we’re meant to be together no matter what. And she needs to realize that too. And I feel she does.

Today when she ignored me in the corridors I had wanted to kill her and myself. But a few minutes ago, seeing her flustered and day dreaming I have come to the realization that all is not lost. Now all I have to do is to make her realize that she needs to stop fighting me back and become mine again forever.

I just don’t get what has gotten into her. During our relationship she was happy and she doted on me. And then suddenly after that fight with Damian she feels I am overbearing and a control freak! Fuck that asshole Damian! It’s all because of that jerk. Had he stopped following her like a love-struck puppy as I had told him, I would have been with El in the library.

“Stop it, Ed. You know Damian wasn’t the reason ever. It was you and always you. You are a control freak and you were driving El crazy with your crazy rules.” My conscience pricked me.

Yeah, whatever. Okay fine! I know Damian wasn’t the reason. And I also know that El was right that he is in love with Alice and not her. I know! But I wasn’t a control freak. Okay, fine I was but that’s because El’s mine. She’s mine! And I was just protecting her, okay?

“Protecting her, from whom?” my conscience spoke yet again. And I know it is right as always. I don’t know who I was protecting her from. Who exactly? The guys who looked at her and said she's hot? But why did I do that? El loved me and only me. I was the only guys she’d allowed to touch her. And I was the one she gave her first kiss.

Yeah, she chose me to be her first kiss. How could I forget how beautiful that day was? The day at the beach when she came willingly into my arms. Sigh! Then why did we drift apart? Was it really me?

But I love her. Why would I ever kill her like she said I was. I cast aside the truth and walked towards the empty classroom on the ground floor where it all started. I was just about to reach when I ran into my best friend, Adam.

‘Hey, man. Where are you going?”

“To that room” I pointed out.

“What the heck man? Why are you doing this? She clearly moved on and you need to do that to. She won’t come back!” he almost yelled at me.

‘She will!” I said with determination.

He shrugged and walked away. And I kept on standing there for a while. Will she really come back? She will. She will when she realizes we’re meant to be together. I know she will. One day. Soon.