Possessed and Possessive (Completed)

Chapter 7: Reminiscing-1

A/N: Okay so I know I was away a very long while. I had my exams.

I was suffering from what you call a writers block so didnt write away.

Also see to the side for our very own Adam

xoxo

-S

P.S. I am in love with this quote. Stumbled upon it on FB!

This is for Ed and El :*

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control!

 

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El’s POV

Coming out of the library I saw Ed walking into the room. Our room. What the hell, Ed?! What are you doing? Did you do it on purpose? Did you know I’d be coming out that’s why you walked into the room?!

Shutup El! You know that’s not true, you know he didn’t see you!

My conscience yelled at me. I know! I know he didn’t see me. But then why did he go? Does he still miss me? Does he still think about the days when we were together? I don’t know. What are you doing to me Edward? Why can’t you just make it easy for me to move on? I don’t know what took over me and I started walking towards the room. I slowly opened the door and what I saw shocked me to the core!

Ed was reminiscing. He was lost in thoughts. His eyes looked lost while he had a small smile playing on his lips. He is playing it all over! My heart sunk looking at his expression.

I dragged myself away from the door before I couldn’t help myself and ran into his arms. I started walking towards my newly found four month old comfort zone. The janitor’s closet. On my way to my comfort zone I met Andy, our head janitor. I smiled slightly looking up at his face that was wretched with concern.

“ I’m okay Andy I just need time alone. Can I go and hide in the closet, please?” I asked.

“Anytime Beth.” Replied Andy.

I smiled a small smile at him and continued walking.

“Take care, Bethy!” he called behind me.

Take care? How am I supposed to take care? How do I take care? How do I do it, damn it! I am not over him. I am never going to be over him. I felt hot tears running down my cheeks. I quickly opened the door of the closet, entered and locked it.

I let out a deep breath and sat down on the floor, placing my head in my hands. Why were you lloking forlorn, Ed?! Why?!

“You know, why.”, said my brain and heart in unison.

Yes I know why. Because you still love me like I still love you. I sighed and shut my eyes, ready to willingly get lost in his thoughts reliving each and every moment of our three month relationship.

He chuckled and said “So, Elizabeth Jane Anderson, will you become mine?”

I was silent for a while my heart zoomed inside like a race car. What I should say, I wondered yet knowing the answer all the while.