Possessed and Possessive (Completed)

Chapter 13: Decisions

El's POV

I heard my alarm blaring trying its best to wake me up. I sighed and shut it off. I felt tired because I was awake till late last night thinking about him. I could feel a faint headache because of all the last night's crying and thinking. And all of that had led me to conclude one thing: We could never ever be together again.

The entire last night I had kept on questioning myself whether I had really loved Ed or had I made myself believe I loved him? And the same goes for him. Did he really love me or did he think that he loves me? Love is a huge step one takes in terms of their feelings. And the fact that we fell in love with each other within two months of just knowing each other makes me question its possibility. The entire summer and post our breakup I had moped about how I loved him and how I lost him. But now after meeting him I have realized one thing: He DIDN'T change. And he should have done that. He knew he was wrong, he knew what he was doing was wrong yet he didn't change. Instead he promised me he'll get back what rightfully is his. As if I am a property that he was always destined to have. And isn't love all about changing yourself if its hurting your partner?

Now if I think about it Ed had always dictated me. From getting into the relationship, lying to my friends, not talking to guys and to choosing my friends. He never had asked how I felt about it. All he had wanted was to be in control of me. And I had let him done that. And I can't believe that. I mean I am not a feminist but I am also not some desperate high schooler who wanted to become her boyfriend's slave.

If truth be spoken I don't know Edward at all. I mean knowing his favorite food and subject is not enough to be in love is it? I never met his parents, I never got to know about his family situation, I never knew about his past, I never got to know why he is so possessive, etc. I mean i know the obvious but I don't know him! I don't know the Edward inside of the Edward everyone sees. And the same goes for him. He never knew knew me.

Now I know Damian was right when he said to me during the summer break that Edward and I had fallen out of love as quickly as we had fallen in love because we never knew who the other person his. Damian, my boy, you are one smart person. I smiled and got out of bed to get ready willing myself to get over the breakup. And I hope Edward understands it too and lets go of it.

Alice's POV

I checked my phone for new messages when I saw Damian's message:

Alice I am worried for Beth ~ D

I quickly replied to him asking why. He texted me back in mere seconds:

Edward is running for pres for the student body and his posters are all over the school and he is going to give his speech too today. I don't think Beth would be able to face it.

Shit! How could I forget? Mom was going to drop me and she had a meeting so I couldn't ask her to pick beth today and I din't know what to do. I loved Beth to pieces and seeing her wih Edward had made me happy because she was happy unlike what Damian says. I don't believe him when he says Beth and Edward have fallen out of love or that they were never ever in love. I know for sure they were and are in love. I know they fell for each other a lot faster than normal people do but that doesn't been they aren't in love.

I know they love each other because of the way they used to look at each other whenever we were together. I know Edward is a jerk and I never liked him but he was a completely different person when he was with Beth. The way he looked at her with so much love in his eyes, the way he used to hold her hand whenever he got a chance and the way he used to tease her all but showed how much he loved her.

He made few mistakes and big ones if I must say but that doesn't mean he doesn't love her. He just had a different and a wrong way of showing his love. But maybe he had gone through something before which made him turn out to be like that? Thats just my point. They both don't know each other as in who they really are. They just fell in love with who they were with each other. And although that is important but that is not enough. They needed to know each others personalities as well. And I think had they one that then things would have definitely been different today. And now with Edward back, they just need someone to explain it to them.

And that is what I am planning to do. I am going to play Cupid for them because hell, I can't see them both like this. They deserve each other and I am going to make sure they get together. And this time they'll fall for each other the correct way no matter how much time it takes!