Adore You

Chapter 17 - I'm Sorry

*Jennifer's POV*

I couldn't breathe. I had to start sobbing o die there because I couldn't breathe.

WE'LL BE DONE. This echoed in my head again.

I made a weird noise while I was trying to brethe without even realizing. Boys saw me. They were staring at me with sad looks. You set this all up, now you were sad?!

"Shit..." said Nash.

"Jennifer I didn't mean what I-" Cameron started talking.

"Stop.... stop it. I heard it. You lied to me all the time. All those amazing moments we had... They were.. they... they were not the truth." I couldn't even talk. My head was about to explode.

"Jen I swear, all the moments we had was the truth. I..."

"I believed at everything that you told me. All those moments we had. All thise things you said. You are a great actor Cameron, you truly... are."

I was crying so hard. I was sobbing. Cameron was trying to calm me down. Well fuck off.

"I swear..." he said and I cut his word.

"Stop talking, Cameron. Thanks for the best moments of my life even though they were fake!!" I said, or more like I tried to say behind my sobs, then I left. I wanted to make him sad for what he did.

It was all a lie. I ran to my room, jumped on my bed and cried for 10 minutes. Girls asked me what happened and I told them everything.  They couldn't even believe me.

"Oh my god... this can't be true." said Isabelle

"It is..." I answered.

"I'm so sorry, Jen..." Chloe said.

Cameron knocked the door and Sarah opened it, insulted him and closed the door in his face. Badass girl.

Then I realized that we had a show tonight and it was already 11 am. I missed the breakfast,  and it's not like I wanted to eat but... I had go get my shit together, fans pay a lot to see us. I didn’t want to disappoint them.

At 4 pm we were already at the backstage. i had to see Cameron's face. If I started crying in that moment, I swear I could never stop. But I couldn't cry. Not tonight.

Then Brent arrived. We were all so happy to see him.

"Sup, Brent?!" I said trying to look happy.

"Nicee!! I missed you all!" he said and hugged everyone. Then he left the room to see the boys.

I was checking my Twitter.

"@CameronDallas: It was real. It was always real."

"@CameronDallas: I miss her already. "

EX-FUCKING-CUSE ME?

I saw fans' tweets like:

"@voguejenns: You know, Cameron and Jen never confirmed dating. So thise tweets might not be for Jennifer."

Thank you, YES. I followed that account.

"@cxmerondxllas: Whoever this girl is sooo lucky!!!"

Yeah tell me about it.

"Have you seen this?" Chloe showed something to Isabelle and she laughed.

I was glad they were back again.

*Sarah's POV*

After greeting Brent, I had to find Shawn and talk to him. I left the room. I was glad Chloe and Isabelle weren't alone, there was Jen. Chloe and Isabelle were okay for now.  Not as good as they used to be, but still good. Jennifer is fucked up because of Cameron. I didn’t believe that Cameron never even liked Jennifer. It could be be the truth. There is something else in this.