Not Yours Anymore

Chapter 2 - New Addition

Sang POV

*5 Years ago. 5 weeks after team meeting*

I feel like shit. I've felt like shit for the last few weeks and I've chalked it up to stress and the holidays. It's the first without my family and while I should be devastated, I just can't be with my new team. They've made this transition so easy. While it hasn't all been rainbows and sunshine, they've been with me every step of the way.

I started having terrible nightmares again, no longer about monsters chasing me or my step-monster beating me. No, it's all about those boys doing the worst and just leaving me. After my first nightmare, Raven came rushing in with a gun and briefs on. He broke my door but promised he would fix it. He stayed with me that night, held me through my tears and told me how badly he was going to kick 'Easts' ass if he ever saw him again. Every night since one of them has held me. While I thought it should have been weird because I've only ever been with the boys, it wasn't. They made me feel safe, secure, and they never tried anything. While they've flirted to no end, that's all it ever is. I am developing feelings for them, but right now it just wouldn't be fair to act on them. I need to make sure my feelings for them are real and not just because I've been dumped brutally and they're here and convenient. They deserve better and so do I. Though I suspect it's real feelings. They treat me like an equal, like I belong on this team and not some one they are responsible for. Sometimes that's how it felt with the Blackbourne boys. While I do believe they loved me. Or love me. They saw me as something to fix and these guys don't.

I run out of bed and throw up last nights dinner. I have a suspicion of what's happening but I'm nervous to tell the team. What if they leave me because I'm carrying someone else's child? What if after the time is up they say it won't work and I'm left alone again? I don't think I can handle that again. I'd surely lose my mind.

As I'm throwing up, a cool towel is rested on my neck while someone is holding my hair and rubbing my back.

"Hey doll-face, It's okay. Get it all out." Kevin's deep raspy voice rings through the bathroom. Once I'm done, I flush and close the lid to sit down. I take deep a deep breath and brush my teeth.

I look up once I'm done to see Kevin leaning in the door way with his sleepy eyes and no shirt on. Yum. He smirks at me because he knows I'm checking him out. Damn him. I blush profusely.

"Doll-face, I think it's time you take the test you bought last weekend." I whip my gaze to his and he gives me a knowing look.

"H-how'd you know I bought a test?" I stammer.

"Because I spend at least 3 nights a week here and sometimes we are here during the day. You put it right next to the extra toilet paper. Why haven't you taken it Sang?" I face-palm because of my lack of hiding skills. And then I know he's serious because he used my first name. They've all come up with nicknames for me and only when things are serious do they use Sang.

"Y-you're going to think I'm silly." I mumble.

"No I won't but I do know that we all want to know the answer to that test and to why you haven't taken it. We will be waiting at Axel's apartment. Please come over when you know. We'd like to talk to you." He comes over and kisses my forehead and leaves quickly.

Oh god. They're going to leave me. Ugh. I feel sick again, and it's not because of morning sickness.

Might as well get this over. I'm probably going to have to look for a new place. I'll need to call Phil after they kick me out.

Kevin POV

I leave Sang's apartment and walk to Axel's. God that woman is amazing. I never felt like this with Mindy. Maybe a part of it is because I get to share all aspects of my life with her but also because she just is so genuinely good. When she came in that first day like a tiny blonde tornado with a mouth like a sailor and the body of a VS model and the face of an angelic doll, she took my breath away. I couldn't stop staring at her, and then learning about what those fuckers did to her. I knew no matter what, I'd protect this woman with my life.