Sincerely, Sara

Chapter 32; The Letter

Hey guys...

Sorry for leaving. You have no idea how much I'm going to miss you all. You have no idea how much I love you all. You have no idea how much I would give to see you all one more time. I wish I could, but I cant.

I'm not sure if you know why I'm gone now. Well guys, I had cancer. It was this gross tumor in my brain, I got diagnosed around a month and a half ago and they told me I only had 3 or 4 weeks to live. I went through chemo for about 2 weeks and then quit. Then I went just a little crazy (as you may have noticed) and my parents got me back into it. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you guys. If I said I had wanted to I would be lying, I actually kept it from you on purpose. I didn't want to be that sad kicked puppy kind of person. I didn't want you guys to treat me differently.

I wanted to really live whatever of my life I had left. You guys helped me do that. I can't imagine having a life without you. I can't. I'm sorry that you have to live one without the annoying, klutzy, dumb, crazy, and messed up person that you guys have helped me become.

You guys are the best friends I could ask for. And even though you don't know it you helped me out so so so much.

Okay I'm crying way too much now. Wow, I'm getting deep here. I need you guys to make sure that I look good when I go down. My hair better be styled and I must be wearing an amazing pair of high heels, because who would I be without those? If you let anybody put hooker makeup on me I will come back from the grave and kill you. I pinky swear.

If you see people that hated me and let me know it when I was still around post anywhere on anything for my death I hope you guys will tell them off in a true Sara fashion.

Okay, so I am dark and evil and I broke into each of your lockers at one point and left you all specific things... Just kidding but in the office is an envelope full of little envelopes and in those little envelopes there is something for each of you.

Don't you forget me! I love you guys. More than you will ever know, and I can't express how sorry I am that I'm not there anymore.

Sincerely,

Sara