I've been a fan of pop for a while now, over the course of that time I've discovered about 5 bands that mean the world to me, among them is SHINee. In SHINee my favorite member has always been Jonghyun, even before I liked Koop I had seen the mv for Ring Ding Dong and said he'd probably be the member I stanned and lo and behold that is exactly what happened. Today during my first period I found out that Jonghyun has passed away and I don't know how to react. I've been in a state of shock all day, when I found out I felt like I couldn't breathe I didn't want it to be true, I was hoping that it was just a joke, that someone wanted to play a twisted trick on me. My heart feels so heavy I cannot imagine the heartbreak his family, friends, band members, and other fans are going through. I want him to know that he will always be loved and I'm sorry that he felt so badly about himself and or life that he felt that suicide was his only option. Kim Jonghyun my darling Jjong my dinosaur my powerful vocalist, I promise to love you forever and when we meet again in the next life I promise to be your fan once again.
A kpop Star that shinned brightly onstage for 10 years will now shine among the stars forever, thank you for everything Jonghyun I will never forget you.
