Love Story (Everlark Fanfiction)

Treacherous

***Katniss POV***

You never know what could life throw to you. That's the first thought that comes to my mind when I wake up. Last week, I was sure that I will never be where I am now. I thought Peeta and I could never be together and just yesterday I became his girlfriend. It is funny actually how blind I used to be. How I had no idea of how better could we be just by sharing a kiss and that he actually loved me. Yes, I know that I had say that he loves me a thousand times but I was just trying to convince myself about that fact. I love him but I know that I will never be good enough for him. He deserves the best and instead wants to be with someone as normal as me. I am not hot, kind, sweet, nor beautiful. He sees that in me, but I am just stubborn, violent, and insecure. I will only bring trouble to him. I will just bring him to fights with Gale, I will make him have to deal with my break downs, and I will make him have problems with his father and mother. I love him, and I know that he does the same but I think he is just a bit dumb for that. I am not enough. He can have anyone. But why me? I know he isn't kidding when he says "I love you" but is that right for him? I just want the best for him even though that could mean not being with him anymore.

But wait why am I thinking like this? Is it something I dreamed during the night? Why am I being so insecure? Then I remember, last night I had the worst nightmare ever.

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(Flashback to the Dream)

I am walking down a hallway. I guess it is after French. Then someone grabs me by the waist and tries to kiss me. I am fighting against this stranger's touch. That's when I identify the stranger as Gale Hawthorne. "Come on b*tch! You know you want me... Head to my house after school or consider yourself dead" he whispers in my ear and then slapping me real hard. I want to cry but not in front of him. "You know what maybe you don't have to go to my house... head to the bathroom right now!" he commands. "No never!" I scream kicking him hard. "Wanna die today?" he asks. "Don't touch my girl f*cking idiot!" I hear Peeta´s voice say. He walks up to where Gale and I are.

Peeta knees Gale hard in the stomach and Gale responds by hitting Peeta's beautiful left blue eye. They both fight now. Peeta has a bleeding nose and a purple eye while Gale a purple eye, some bruises in his arms, and a bleeding nose. They fight none stop and I am on the verge of tears when I see Gale take out a knife out of nowhere and when he is about to stab Peeta the scene changes.

I am in the art classroom and Cashmere is calling me useless and slutty. I am about to break down which is actually weird. I don't usually break down that easily. I am on the verge of tears when Peeta comes in. I cry for help but he says "Sorry, I don't help fragile stupid girls!" and heads to kiss Cashmere. Just then the scene changes again.

Peeta and I are kissing but his parents see us. I try to stop them but they took Peeta away from me and into a dark room. I try to see through a crack in the door and I immediately regret it. I see Peeta's mom beating him harshly. She has a what seemed a roller pin . Peeta was all bloody and he was barely conscious. I fight with the door and finally open it. I run there, between Peeta and his mom. I was waiting to take the blow but Peeta moves me with what I guess is his last strength. He takes the blow and falls unconscious to the floor. "I f he never had met you this wouldn't have happened!" I hear his brother Josh say. "This is all your fault!"  Will says. "You never ever deserved him." says his father. All of them have tears in their eyes. I fall to the ground and cry. Cry over the lost of Peeta, over my uselessness, over my unworthiness. 

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(Back to reality)