(Y/N)'S POV
There we were again, locked lips and cuddling on the couch. I couldn't complain. Things were going relatively smoothly. Then again, I never know when things could turn into a sour ball of confusion. For some reason, there's always been confusion whether we were dating or not, so we both treated it as if we were single...oddly enough. I don't know how much longer this charade can last.
"Cut the lust." Vic stopped me from continuing. I looked up at him with fear in my eyes.
"What's wrong?" I furrowed my brow.
"Nothing. Let's just go to bed." He smiled sweetly. I followed him to our bunk.
"Are you sure?" I wondered when we were cuddling under the covers, Vic's warm body keeping me company.
"It's cold and I don't want to be here." He sighed.
"It's more than that. I know you." I pinched his side gently, causing him to giggle.
"Yeah, I lied and I'm enjoying every minute with myself." He answered.
"Just tell me what's bothering you?" I insisted.
"Do you want me? Do you want to tell me that you're okay?" He looked at me.
"You think I'm questioning us again?" I gave him a concerned look.
"Well, your lips aren't mine." He sighed sadly.
"Then make them yours." I smiled crookedly, going to lean in. He leaned away from me.
"You're too perfect." His smile was as sweet as sugar. "I'm just an average boy."
"That's a lie." I squeezed him in our position. "I can't let you go, never."
"Don't you ever feel alone in this? Like...you wish you were home?" Vic started a different conversation.
"Where is this going?" I breathed the cologne radiating from his neck.
"I mean, if you were to go back to Palm Springs...is there a guy waiting for you? Will you fall in love again?"
"Vic. No. Never." I sat up slightly, insulted. Vic fell silent and it stayed like that for about ten minutes. "Keep talking. I love to hear your voice." I insisted.
"I killed the conversation for a reason. I wanted to wrap it up." He said plainly. "Let's go to bed now."
"Oh, okay." I whispered. Vic was so confusing.
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Collide With the Flair of Selfish Machines
FanfictionEver since high school, you and Vic have had a thing for each other. After you two split, your past comes to haunt you and as it slowly destroys you...you and Vic find each other again, leading to forever after.
