Collide With the Flair of Selfish Machines

VIII

(Y/N)'S POV

It was only two days before Pierce the Veil went on their first tour. They were so lucky to be travelling to new places as I stayed at home with my torturous family. Vic and I have been on rough terms since that day he exploded and ridiculed my happiness. I've been suspicious. I don't know how much I can take.

"I hate that you're leaving me." I mumbled as we all sat on the bus, relaxing.

"More than just leaving." Vic mumbled back.

"We have so much packing to do!" Jaime complained.

"Dude, you haven't even started?" Mike looked over at him in shock.

"Jaime's just a procrastinator." Tony gave a crooked smile.

"Vic, we need to talk." I said quietly. The guys gave wide eyes to Vic.

Calmly, we both walked outside. This could get messy. I didn't want him to leave me, we've been so happy for the past two years. I loved him so much.

"I bet you've never had a Friday night like this, chilling on a tour bus with famous people." Vic smiled at the sky jokingly. 

"Famous my ass!" I kept the joke alive. 

"Yeah, yeah!" He shook his head with a crooked smile. "What's up?" No pet name...

"You're not the Vic I fell in love with." I confessed.

"It's because I'm not. I'm not the sappy person that kept you alive, (Y/N). We have thousands of others to keep alive now." Vic told me, trying not to be harsh.

"I know you well, this isn't a game." I squinted my eyes. "I want the one I love back."

"I'm sorry, he's gone." Vic shrugged.

"I need you to think about it, about us." I told him. "What are we anymore?"

"Well, we were dating." Vic said nonchalantly. He just used past tense...

"Yeah, I feel like I'm left begging for what I want. I'm tired of it." I complained.

"Oh my God." Vic laughed angrily and rubbed his forehead.

"What? Say something, please." I begged.

"I'm so sick of playing. I don't want this anymore." He gave me a mean look, eyes wide. It was like everything in my vision went red.

"Why?" I cried. "Please, I need you." I whined.

"You told me to think about it. I did." Vic threw out his arms and slapped them on his thighs.

"And?" I whimpered.

"I don't want to feel a thing for you anymore." He confessed. Vic began walking back on the bus. 

"No, don't leave me here." I stood silently.

"(Y/N), the thought of you is no fucking fun. Enough's enough, we're done." He swiped his arms in front of him and shut the bus door.

That night, I walked home alone. I never saw anyone from Pierce the Veil again, nor did I want to. I missed them, especially Vic, even after he hurt me. This flashback is over.