Inexplicable (Drake)

Chapter 19

Sabrina's P.O.V

I was in the middle of reading the end of The Fault In Our Stars. I was already sensitive from my dad shouting at me about Drake but this book just seemed to release the emotions all over again. I couldn't forget about Harry too, his situation today was something I would never forget.

A loud vibration from my phone knocked me out of my thoughts and I rubbed my tears away before picking my phone up.

I smiled instantly when realising it was from Drake.

'Look outside'

I crawled over to the other side of my bed and moved my curtains out of the way.

I beamed at him seeing him leaning against his car with his arms crossed against his chest. It was a sight that made me melt.

He motioned me to come downstairs so I grabbed my cardigan and tiptoed down the stairs. I was careful when opening the front door because it always made a loud creaking noise.

As I shut the door I started skipping over to Drake.

He had a bad boy persona on him that made him look so much more attractive as I started to kiss him on the street .It turned into a full make out session and I could hear him opening a door to the car. My eyes were closed but his lips were manoeuvring me.

I was glad we were in the car because it was chilly outside and the heat in here seemed to escalate quickly.

"Drake" I whimpered as he began smothering me with kisses on my neck. Biting gently and his lips trailing across my skin.

He got moved his body closer to me and I heard something drop, Drake seemed unaffected and continued kissing me up my jawline.

I peeked an eye open seeing a packet on the floor full of, what I assumed, was marijuana.

I pushed Drake away lightly with my palm to his chest and used my other hand to pick it up. My breathing was still erratic.

I waved it in front of Drake's face with an angry look on my face.

I already knew anyway but I really wanted him to tell me before I had a chance to find out. I realised that Drake and I don't even talk much in comparison to other couples. Maybe we were special?

"Why didn't you tell me!" I said pushing him off me fully to the other seat.

He put his head into his hands and exhaled loudly as if his soul had come out of his body.

"I just... I'm sorry" he looked at me. I scoffed. I didn't want to fight with him.

"Do you..take the drugs"I asked scanning over the packet.

"No" he said immediately "I just work for this guy and give them around" he said. I crawled over to his lap, feeling a little less mad.

"You're a teacher, don't you get money coming in anyway?" I quietly questioned him.

"I do but I've been doin' this since I was like 14, my boss actually took me in when my parents left me" he was tense and had a cold expression on his face.

"If you don't mind me asking, why?" I said while softly stroking his face, trying to ease the pain from the hurtful memory.

"They just didn't like me, I became a bad kid"

"What did you do?"I said placing either of my legs around him and I was surprised when he held my hips

"I just, I dunno I don't like thinking about it but once I stole alcohol from my Dad and gave it out to my friends, that's what made them tip and they kicked me out. Trevor,my Boss,actually hated my dad because of some past ting and he took me on" I nodded, telling him to carry on.

"I regret it so bad but I can't bail out from Trevor now,I know he'd come after me" I put my head into the crook of Drake's neck, snuggling into him so there was no space in between us.

I didn't like the thought of Drake getting chased by a guy who wasn't letting him get on with his life.

We had a peaceful silence for a few minutes as he just held me. Our heartbeats and low breathing were the only noise in the backseat of his Range Rover. I was getting tired now so I decided to speak up.

"Drake I think you should stop this whole drugs things, I want you to" I knew being with someone involved in drugs was a risky thing but I wanted to be with him so bad.

"Sabrina.. I wish I could" he said looking defeated.

I moved my head out of the gap in between his neck and peered at him.

"I'm going to bed now" I muttered sliding off his lap and reaching for the handle.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me in for a final kiss. I withdraw before it could go any further and heard him mumble a goodnight.

I slipped back into the house and ran back to my room as quiet as I could be, avoiding another parental confrontation. I went straight to my window, hoping for a glimpse of Drake and despite his tinted windows I could see his slight shadow.

After his car drove off I slumped my shoulders and went to bed.

(A/N : I won't be updating for about 10 days because I'm going to FRANCE!, I hope this update satisfies you till then 🐌)