Chapter 11
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This chapter is for Ace, for always being there when i need him . . . and a good hug.
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Chapter Eleven - I Want A Baby!
Sunday evening.
Okay, so I know I didn't write anything, but don't eat me, I was busy. I actually went out. Yeah, wish I hadn't. It was cinema and a meal for this girl's birthday. Ten people were invited, each was allowed to take someone with them, and so twenty went. I wasn't invited. I was a plus one.
How did it go? Shit. The film was awful, and a total waste of time, then when we were at the meal this dickhead guy who thinks he's hard said it would have been better if I did have leukaemia, then I said because I still feel sick I was only going to have a started, and he said 'Good idea, don't want to get any fatter' and everyone laughed at me. Asshole much? Lisha thought I should have accidentally spilt my drink on him. I didn't. I may have purposely poured a strawberry smoothie over him, but like I said, it only may have been on purpose. It may have been a completely innocent accident on my part.
But anyways, that was yesterday, on to today. I went to the yard this morning that was fun. There was this new horse up there, belongs to a lady called Jill, or Jo, or something like that. She brought it without asking if it was backed for English. Stupid woman brought an Ex racer that only came on the track a few weeks ago and it can't be ridden other than racing. So I am going to break it in *grins* rebacking racehorses is always fun. They are slightly more insane than the normal horse, but more fun . . . in my opinion anyway. Jay wasn't happy and gave me a lecture.
*y r u ridin horses ? r u stupid ? ur alredi ill and u tink jumpin bowt on a beat is gd for u ? Cmon alice even I know that u know its nt gd fo u !* that's what he said. It went on for a while then I think he gave up 'cause he gave the phone back to Lisha.
*I don't get why I can't ride Ace at least* I said to her. This was in between talking about what she should make Jay for breakfast. Lisha asked him why I couldn't and he said,
*I kno she loves her horses - but one she's ill and two its dangerous - if she falls she's gt cuts and bruises all over already*
*'If' she falls covered that already and I won't fall off ace. It was just the loopy thing* I said. Which was true, like I said I was rebacking the racehorse, I think he was trying to kill me, and I came off on a rear and buck combination. E.G. he had no feet on the floor.
*he said more reason not to. But its ur horses do as u please he can't stop u only advise u*
It was after Lisha went to have breakfast things went a little . . . downhill? I had just made Morgan and Kate some French toast which they had eaten, I hadn't had anything, being told you'll get fatter if you eat really put me off food. Morgan and I were sitting on the sofa while Kate was swimming.
Morgan was sitting on my lap so my arms were round her, watching T.V.
'You'd be a real cool mommy,' she said, ''cause you give good cuddles. I'd like it if you were my mum,' there was a lump in my throat like I'd swallowed a golf ball.
'Thank you, Morgan,' I said. I was crying my then.
'No.' She said, 'No don't be sad, I didn't wanna make you sad. Don't me sad, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to,'
'Morgan, no you can't cry,' I laughed, 'I'm alright, happy tears,' I said. 'Hey, when your brother gets out of the shower, could you tell him I've gone out for a little while,' she nodded, said she would. So I left.
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