Pregnant By My Sister's Boyfriend

I Cant Do This Anymore

Raven

(4 Hours Later)

After August came downstairs to comfort me, he was getting ready for bed.. it was 11:30 & he was going to bed early.. after hours passed I was still up thinking and crying asking God Why was this happening to me.. August was still sleep.. so I want to the bathroom and cried more and more .. I just started thinking about life and how I just can't live it anymore..
"God Before I do this.. *sniffs* Please Forgive me.. I'm so sorry.. *cries more*
I look in the mirror watching myself crying, hurt... I open the mirror glass and grabbed the bottle of pills from out the cabinet and I opened it and poured all of it in my hands and into my mouth.. I whispered to myself: "I'm sorry God, But I Can't do this Anymore.."
moments Later... I fell to the floor and my eyes slowly shut......

August

I was woken up from my cellphone ringing.. I checked to see who was calling and it was an unknown number.. I don't answer unknown number.. I put my phone back down and tried to go back to sleep.. I was about to put my arm around raven but she wasn't there.. I sat up in the bed calling her name..
"Raven?
I got up from the bed to see if she was in the bathroom.. I slowly opened the door..
"Raven are you in he- OMG Raven no no no no!!! FUCK!! Raven no!!
Raven was on the floor passed out with a pill bottle on the counter.. I Quickly dialed 911.
"Come on pick up pick up!!
"911 What is your Emergen-
"YES MY MY GIRLFRIEND SHE PASSED OUT SHE SHE OVERDOSED HERSELF PLEASE SEND AN AMBULANCE RIGHT AWAY PLEASE!!!
"Okay Sir Can you check for a pulse or to see if she's still breathing?
"Uhhh yes hold on
I quickly grabbed her and put two finger on her neck and on her wrist.. I didn't feel anything so I checked to see if she's still breathing... She wasn't..
"Ma'am she's not breathing please sent an ambulance QUICK!!!! Please
"Okay sir please tell me your st. Adress
"Uh 196 Dolson Road Lot82a
"Ok sir the ambulance are on their way..
"Okay *clicks*
I held raven until the ambulance got here and I literally cried..
"Why'd you do it Raven.. please don't die on me please please I need you in my life.. I need you and I love you man..

(Hours Later)
(The Hospital)

I was walking back && Fourth patiently waiting for the doctors to tell me what's going on... rava here and her two Bestfriend ashlee & miracle are here.. I told them what happened and we're all devastated..
"This wouldn't of happened if you could just kept your legs closed and your lips to your damn self.. (Ashlee said)
"This is not my damn fault.. don't sit here and blame this bullshit on me..
"It is your fault rava and you know you was wrong for hurting her like that.. you truly are a slut.. (miracle Said)
"Hold Up Who you calling a slut bitch!!?
"You obviously!
"Bitch you don't even know me.. I'll fuck you up!
"Try it bitch.. with this synthetic ass weave!
"Wassup!!
"ARE YALL SERIOUS!!?? (August yelled)
"y'all are serious arguing and raven is on life or death here!! This is exactly the reason why she did this now.. this drama shit and yo dumb ass! Y'all need to sit the fuck down before I Be the one to go to jail!! Either shut up or Leave this damn hospital!!
*silence*

After I got them to shut up the doctor finally came back with some news..
"Doc please tell me you have some good news..! Is she okay!?
"We were able to somehow get her back breathing again.. I'm glad you brung her in early.. she would've died.. if you waited hours to call but she's alright and also congratulations she Pregnant..
"Omg thank god She alright and I can't believe we have a baby on the way.. this is amazing can we go back and see her doc?
"Why of course.. go right ahead..

We all ran back there in her room.. she was sleep.. I sat beside her crying.. I held her hand and her eyes slowly opened..
"A-August?
"Yeah baby it's me!! I said crying..
"Don't cry babe.. I'm s-sorry August..
"It's okay baby it's okay..
"Raven!!(Ashlee and miracle both said)
They both ran to raven and gave her a big hug..
"We missed you Girl(miracle said)
"I miss you guys too(she said hugging them tight)
"Raven(rava said walking slowly)
Raven turned her head && rolled her eyes..
"Uhh can we have a minute alone girls..(aug said)
They all left the room.. it was me and raven alone..
"Raven did you know that.. *clears throat* you're um pregnant..
"I-I'm What!?
"You're pregnant babe..
"Omg I can't believe this.. I'm having a baby...
"Yeah baby we're having a baby.. I have to tell you something also..
"Omg what now aug.. seriously what is it..
"Please just listen.. it's not bad baby..
*sigh* Okay I'm listening..
"Okay so you know we've been bestfriend for a long long ass time and you know you make me the happiest man everyday.. I love your smile, I love your touch, your kiss, your laugh, your everything.. I love waking up next You.. I don't ever want that to change.. so I want to spend the rest of my life with you.. so I'm asking you raven lashay mills.. Will You Marry Me?
"Omg omg!!! *tears up*

"YES I WILL MARRY YOU AUGUST!!!
She sat up in her bed and gave me a big kiss and a big hug!!

"I love You Raven!
"I Love you More August!