If Only I Had The Words {Zalfie/Joella}

[05]

Alfie's POV

Courtney told me to go back to the car, I know I should trust her but deep down I know that she's doing something different.

I walked back to Zoe's room, I would just wait outside check on Courtney. I reached Zoe's room and heard Courtney... shouting?

"Because you're a rational bitch that no one cares about!" She spat, the anger boiler through my veins as I stormed into the room.

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY!?" I growled, her eyes widened as she stepped back not realising that I would hear.

"Please explain to me why you are being mean to Zoe?" I breathed, she gulped trying to think of an excuse. "Do you have a reason you're mean to Zoe? Huh!" I spat. Zoe was currently wiping the tears that fell down her cheeks.

"Babe... she started it!" She tried to convince but I wasn't believing it. Courtney has always been jealous of Zoe, I could tell.

"Zoe?" I ask, she looks up. Her watery eyes sparkling in the sun.

"I don't know what happened Alfie. The minute you shut that door she yelled at me but I'm sure if we go our seperate ways we have nothing to worry about," She commented, she was only doing this because Courtney was in the room.

"Courtney, go to the car."

"But-"

"Just go!" I growled, she sighed and stormed out. The tension was finally released, I pulled a chair and put it beside Zoe's bed, and leaned my head near the edge of her thighs. "I'm sorry Zoe, please just tell me what she said,"

"I can't Alfie," She sniffled, twiddling her fingers, I knew this was a habit of Zoe's when she was nervous.

"You have to. Zoe, please. If you tell me I will finish things with her."

She sighed knowing she had to tell me. "Remember that night, when you told everyone... about you and Courtney?" She said, I nodded unsure what was going on. "Well I went to the kitchen to get a drink then Courntey came in... threating me,"

"What was she saying?"

"If I talked to you or communicated with you in anyway she would do something to me,"

"What would she do Zoe?" I asked. I didn't know Courtney could be so...

"Tell you something I don't want you to know,"

"That's all I have to know, thanks." I mumble and pick up my sports bag and storm out the room. I don't dare look back because I know Zoe will have that look. The look that will make me want to run back to her and cradle her in my arms. 

I see Courtney in view, sitting in the car playing with her hair acting as if nothing was happening. I slam the door open and shut it behind me. 

"Bit fiesty today, aren't you?" She giggles, placing her hand on my inner thigh, I quickly smack it off her face leaving confused. 

"Don't fucking act as if nothing has happened." I say trying to keep myself from yelling and dumping her right now. 

"What are you talking about?" She asked, this is part of her little plan. She's trying to play with my mind so I will go home and follow her around like a lost puppy. 

"You know what I'm talking about! I'm not believing any of your bullshit!" I yell, smacking my fists against the steering wheel before driving off. 

"You can't honestly believe her?"

"More than I believe you," I snapped, I'm literally digging my nails into my palms sure to leave a mark. 

"Alfie, you're just being silly. Tonight you'll come back to bed and beg for forgiveness," She shrugged. 

"Not this time. The minute we get back you're packing your stuff and leaving." I bark, her eyes widen, why is she so suprised?

"You're actually believing Zoe?" She laughed, I swear I will stop this car right now and ditch her in the middle of this creepy road. 

"Yes, now can you shut up for the rest  of the ride, your giving me a damn headache!" 

The ride was soon over and we arrived at my flat, I storm out not daring to look back and for her to be on her knees begging for forgiveness. But when I turn around her face is... neutral. She picks up her clothes from to floor and stuff it into a big suitcase. When she finishes she storms to the door but she turns around, "I hope you're happy." She sobs, a clear tear rolling down her cheek then she slams the door behind her. 

I decide to text Zoe to get my mind off things. 

*Hey, how are you?* 

*Well staring at a wall all day isn't very... entertaining ;)* I can't wait until Zoe gets out of hospital then I can take her anywhere, to the park so we can go on the swings. Maybe a theme park or even a movie?

*I'm bored as well :( Courtney left... forever i think*

*Why??* 

*Did you hear what she called you? She threatened you as well and it makes me feel like shit 

honestly* 

*Don't break up a girl for me... I'm not worth it* I hate how insercure Zoe is because (a) She's beautiful and (b) If I was her I would be strutting around naked. 

*You are most certainly worth it Miss Sugg, now get some rest. Do you want me to visit tomorrow?*

"Um, yeah but not in the morning I have a few jabs to have* 

*Okay what time?*

*2:30? :)x*

*Alright! :) Night*

*Na'night :)* I switch my phone off, it's already ten to nine, time sure does past by. Tomorrow I want Zoe to be happy, I'm going to nip to the florist to grab some flowers. I'll bring my laptop and a few chick flicks and some food. I can already imagine it, me sitting next to her on the hospital bed, snuggled next to each other watching The Notebook. Zoe eyes would soon become heavy and her head would fall onto my shoulder and she would drift off into a sleep. I would tuck a strand of hair behind her ear and kiss her lips gently. Wait, what? What am I thinking? I just called things off with Courtney and now I'm thinking about kissing Zoe, I'm insane. 

I check my twitter and my mentions are blown with 'Alfie post a video!!' or 'I'm wasting my time on you, just a two minute video thats all we're asking for!!!'. I tweet an little aplogy 'Sorry guys I haven't uploaded, I've been with Zoe but I promise after this week everything will go back to normal!' I shut my phone and walk into the bedroom taking my clothes off and snuggling into bed. The only thing on my mind when I'm sleeping is... Zoe.

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