If Only I Had The Words {Zalfie/Joella}

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Alfie layer asleep under me, I had to take a shower and I was beginning to get cramps. Only I start my period after a guy pleasures me.

I kiss his cheek before getting up and walking to the bathroom. I turn on the shower and adjust it to the temperature I want.

I step into the shower, the heat taken over my body. Why did me and Alfie always argue? Why can't we be like a normal couple?

Shut up Zoe, you and Alfie aren't even a couple, my subconscious reminds me. I know I defiantly want Alfie to be my boyfriend, but will he think the same?

I scrub my body with my body lotion before hopping out and wrapping a towel around me. I really should give my mum a ring, I want to rebuild a friendship with her.

I take out my phone, walking into the bedroom while the phone rings.

"Zoe? Hello honey, how are you?" She asked, I slip into a pair of black undies and joggers.

"I'm good mum, I made up my mind." I said into the line.

"Oh yeah, who did you pick?"

"Alfie, I really like him Mum, he makes me feel special even though we fight all the time." I sigh, turning the phone on speaker and throwing it onto the bed. "He's here in the apartment, so we have to be quiet."

I put on a baggy grey shirt and sat on the bed, brushing my hair. "That's great honey, you should bring him over sometime." She whispers, trying to be quiet. "I've got to go to work sweetheart but please call me soon."

"Okay, bye mum." I said, hanging up the phone and putting it on charge. I walk out the bedroom and into the living room.

Alfie is still fast asleep on the couch, his body hugging a pillow. I walk into the kitchen and open up a cabinet and taken out some painkillers.

My hand grabs something else and I pull it out, being face to face to my vlogging camera. The feeling of it in my hand instantly made me want to film.

I turned the camera on, surprisingly it still had some battery in it. I clicked the play button and watched my last video.

FLASHBACK

"Hello everybody!" I exclaimed, in my small flat to the black camera in my hand. "Today I'm going to Alfie's celebration party which should be good." I gulped, the topic of Courtney and Alfie made me upset.

"I'm wearing this dress which a small blazer but I'm not sure," I said, walking around the green and grey apartment. "Sorry for less daily vlogs, I've been feeling quite anxious and lonely but hopefully it should get back on track.

"I kinda wanna call Louise and ask for a little chummy time but she's going to Florida tomorrow and it would be rude of me to interrupt."

FLASHBACK ENDS.

It's been so long since I daily vlogged seriously, I missed it so much. I walked to the dining table and opened up my mac.

I took my memory card out my camera and and into my laptop. I opened IMovie and opened the video.

Might as well post it, I look through the video checking for any errors.

I stop at a bit, my back is facing the window. Brightons sea is shiner then ever and a couple of people have umbrellas stuck up.

Some people are walking ice creams in their hands, and little kids with balloons. The whole atmosphere is happy and enthusiastic.

My eyes set on some blonde hair on the video, but this wasn't different blonde hair.

It's Courtney, and she's staring through the window angrily. The look on her face was evil and pure.

Then my mind turns blank.

A'N: I'm hoping my next chapter is going to be long so you'll have to wait, because a lot is going to happen in the next chaper (maybe!)