BBC Sherlock imagines

First Kiss

"For God's sake (y/n) I need them! This case is still bothering me and I need them to think! Where are they!? Christ, you're as bad as Mycroft!" Sherlock shouted at you, rampaging through the flat, making it a complete bomb-site. You stood stoically, refusing to give in. He tossed over a pile of paperwork, left abandoned on the table, and quickly spun around to face you. You watched his stare intensify, deducing you and stripping away your layers. But you also knew he often struggled to read you, so you kept a straight face and stated right back, determined not to give away anything. You eventually saw a look of annoyance flash across his face and you knew it was working. But then the hard stare resumed and he started to walk toward you. But you could see the new anger in his eyes and it unsettled you slightly, causing your eyes to flick away, and when you looked back, you knew you'd given it away in some way. He spun on his heel and walked straighy towards your hiding place. You silently cursed yourself and prepared for the shouting you knew would follow.
He went to take his second cigarette out of the packet but you wouldn't let him. You snatched it and the whole box out of his hand and moved them away. "Give them back" he practically spat at you. "No it's for your own good, Sherlock! You know that. You've had one, that's more than enough!" You retaliated, raising your voice to prove your point,just as he did. "I need them!"
"I don't care I won't let you do this to yourself!" He stood up and shouted back, and the two of you continued for a long time.
  Tears were pricking your eyes but still he did not stop, insulting and deducing you in order to get what he wanted. "WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS" you screamed at him, before turning and walking towards the door. But before you could make it there he grabbed your shoulder forcefully and spun you around. You panicked, not used to the aggression but before you could do anything he grabbed your face and smashed his lips against yours. You were shocked but after a while you began to kiss back, letting him have the dominance. He eventually pulled back for air and you stared at him wide eyed, his hands still around your face. "I-I'm sorry. I couldn't let you leave I uh-" he stammered, trying to in some way explain himself but evidently struggling. "I'm sorry" he finished before removing his hands and starting to walk quietly to his room.
"Wait" you called out. As he turned slowly to face you again, keeping his eyes fixed on the ground, you simply said "Do it again."

A/N
Sorry it's only a short one. And I haven't updated in ages. I think this book is slowly drawing to an end, but I still have a few more ideas I may write up. They will most likely come at irregular times when I actually get round to writing them.
I'm sorry :( Xx