My Artwork and Shit #2 (Cringe Warning)

fiRMLY GRASP IT

what should i name my keyboard

not computer keyboard i mean piano keyboard ya fucks

did you know i asked my brother what his favorite season was and he actually said "of what" and i had to yell at him "OF THE YEAR BOI"

heres a lil doodle of emerson bein an emo piece of shit

 beFORE YOU SAY "tf do you mean 'doodle' this is a completed drawing hoe"

yes it is but it also only took me like 30 minutes to do which is pretty quick so-

lets see how late i can stay up tonight

i have school tomorrow

yeet

alright its 2:30 am and im haVIN A GOOD TIME

its late at night that you either get really sad or really giddy and ive been lucky tonight

ive been laying in bed watching the great british bake off, prancing around in the mirror, and being unneccessarily happy

wHOOP

i took a shower and my hair curled up real nice like dAmn thats hOt

me, suggestively posing in the mirror without pants in my oversized bob ross t-shirt and unshaven legs: hot diggity darn if that aint the spiciest tool in the shed idk what is

lmao im forgetting how to spell every word looks wrong but google isnt putting a red line under it sooo

i just had the most bisexual 30 seconds of my life

we start off with me wheezing at the war of hormone mv as i cry realizing how attractive these men are then when they say "women are the best gift" my reaction is "omg ikr fucking hell girls just mMMF got me fucking sh00k girls are the best"

seriously though namjoon in the war of hormone mv is my fucking kiNK holy shIT

this may just be the extreme sleep deprication speaking but oH MY GOD NAMJOON FUCKING FUCK STRANGLE ME TO DEATH AND SPIT ON MY CORPSE P L E A S E 

sometimes i feel like im being unfaithful to chloe by saying these things but lets face it my extreme sEXUAL attraction to bts members will never win vs my little heart flippies when chloe is around like shes such a pure roll of cookie dough and shes so soft and lovely and chloe is so great guys

me: *reads a twitter thread about how bad skipping meals and all-nighters are for your health*

also me: *only ate one meal today and am on my second all-nighter this semester and the semester only started last week*

emerson's top tips:

dont be like emerson

ffs im so unhealthy pls dont replicate my lifestyle its horribly damaging i dont-

"Sleep deprivation increases the likelihood teens will suffer myriad negative consequences, including an inability to concentrate, poor grades, drowsy-driving incidents, anxiety, depression, thoughts of suicide and even suicide attempts."

oops

alright so ive checked off inability to concentrate, poor grades, and drowsy-driving incidents whats next lads

apparently im supposed to get 9 hours of sleep every night but my sleeping can range from 18 hours to no sleep at all so-

ive started doing this thing where i just pull all nighters for literally no reason other than to maximize awakeness time and i dont think thats good for me

how many all nighters have i pulled this eighth grade year

eight

EIGHT

OH GOD

THATS REALLY UNHEALTHY AM I GONNA DIE 

i just lied in bed for 20 minutes regretting life goddamnit why do i do this to myself

next next day:

lmao i went to bed at 3:30 in the afternoon and woke up at 4 am fight me hoes

chloe was absent today and i was really awkward and sad

i just stared at her seat thinking

"boy oh boy i wish she was sitting there right now just watching the teacher and resting her chin on her hand and having the most neutral face ever dAMN DOESNT THAT SOUND LIKE HEAVEN"

next next day:

my arm is covered in quotes jfc

theres more on the underside of my arm but idk

next next day wowza:

i love coming home from school lying in bed and not getting up for the rest of the day

yesterday was my friendos sister's birthday so i went over to their house and cELebRATed and i was like "ok so the friends i can use the most for advice are here its fine its good i'll just talk to them about what im thinkin" and i wound up not doing that because im a huge pUSSY

instead trinity is really worried about my health after i told her the sun really really hurts my eyes and that staying in bed and crying as much as i do means im depressed but i dont think im depressed but you got me there at vitamin d defficiency 

me: telling the group text that theres a 90 minute delay for school tomorrow

chloe: YEET

me: make sure you still go to bed at a normal time love

chloe: im going to bed at 9:30

me: good girl *deletes*

me: yay *deletes*

me: *tries to find a sufficent reaction image* *deletes*

me: make sure you take care of yourself, do your homework and eat a good dinner *deletes*

me: good job bby take care of yourself i love you so much you literally have no idea *deletes*

me: noice