My Artwork and Shit #2 (Cringe Warning)

whaddup im jared im 19

i dont get how people like

drink casually???

like "oh im out with friends i'll have a drink or two :)"

whats the point in drinking if you dont get drunk

im more of a

kinda lad

next day:

SKDSKDKSK I SPILLED THAT IVE DRANK BEFORE TO MY COUSIN AND MY BROTHER IM PRAYIN THAT THEY DONT RAT PLS

WHY AM I LIKE THIS

also my brother kinda figured out that i am *whips* depressed lol

idk several days?? later:

lmao i love when wattpad deletes my revisions y a y

life update: i didnt take some medication for like two weeks and had to go to the hospitalrooni that was oodles of fun

and no i aint telling you the specifics bc i am an uncomfortable lad

im back in colorado tho

also have any of you seen scallops underwater??? they're terrifying

they have like 200 eyes and if you pick it up out of the water it snAPS AT YOU

school starts in 11 days

help me

last artbook i had this countdown to hell before school started so im probably gonna do that again

also in case you're wondering: yes i unpublished my last artbook bc i wrote some things in there that i mega regret so i'll publish it again after some editing alrighty

LIFE UPDATE: i was making mac and cheese and poured some milk in and stirred it and noticed white curds in the noodles and checked the sell by date on the milk anD IT WAS EXPIRED AND I HAD TO WASTE ALL THAT MAC AND CHEESE AND MY TIME

now ive fallen into a pit of crippling depression and hunger

ever just been hit with a wave of love for hamilton like i love that musical so much my heart is hurting i love it so much aCK

ya'll ever think abt the revolutionary war and if the the patriots were just kinda awkward and they wanted freedom from britian at first but then didnt really want it at more but were too awkward to surrender and were in too deep so they just kinda kept going and wound up winning and becoming one of the largest (economically) countries in the world

so heres a hamilton doodle

your obedient servant is like the most passive aggressive song ever i swear-

so im a sagittarius rite and i was looking at the traits aND-

BITCH YOU THOUGHT IM CRYIN

me: my depression is undiagnosed and i havent experienced it for super long so im probably just faking it

me @ me: yeah but you wont be diagnosed until you actually tell your parents and go to a doctor

me @ me: and besides anyone who thinks about death and committing suicide as much as you is most likely depressed

me @ me: plus you show almost all the symptoms of depression

me @ me: and youve been sad since late november which was 9 months ago so thats a while its not like just a week or something

me: yeah but i havent been diagnosed

next day:

10 days til hell oh yay

so heres some spicy art whoop

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