heres the drawing of monday that iS HIS NEW PROFILE PICTURE JSHSHJS
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IT CURRENTLY HAS 129 LIKES ON HIS ACCOUNT WHAT THE H EC K MINE ONLY HAS 27
next day:
my dad asked if i wanted to get breakfast this morning and i said no which makes like the 5th time ive said no to him in the past 3 days
i feel like a bad child
iTS BECAUSE EATING OUT IS EXPENSIVE, IM NOT HUNGRY, AND IM S AD DO YOU THINK IM GONNA GET OUT OF BED JUST LIKE THAT NO SIR
in the shower today i felt vv dizzy and so much of my hair fell out and i thought "well this is it huh im dying"
i really need to eat more god fukc
how come everything is a symptom of me not eating enough
me: lol i keep getting weird fuzzy bits in my vision
my friend grace: thats bc you're not eating enough
me: im always tired
internet: you're not eating enough
me: i get so exhausted and out of breath and dizzy after minimal physical exertion
internet: yOU'RE MALNOURISHED
me: i get weird pains in my muscles
internet: bITCH-
me: lmao why am i so confused and forgetful
internet: EAT MORE YOU CUNT
LMAO WHEN YOUR MOM ASKS IF YOU GOT A HAIRCUT AND YOU SAY NO BC SHE FINALLY NOTICED YOU LITERALLY CHOPPED HALF YOUR HAIR OFF TWO MONTHS AGO SKDKSKS
namjoon could kick me in the face and i would say thank you gOD-
next day:
i slept over at mother's house last night and we whipped out her ouji board while it was dark and surrounded it in battery powered candles right
so when we first went for it-
her: are there any spirits that want to speak with us
planchette: yes
her: are you a good spirit
planchette: nah man
us: LOL BYE NOPE
then we went again rite-
her: are there any good spirits that would like to speak with us
planchette: *doesnt move at all*
her: are there any bad spirits that would like to speak with us
planchette: yes
so we asked this spirit a bunch of questions aND HES THIS SWEETHEART AND I LOVE HIM
whenever we asked him for names he would only give us initials which made me panic for a sec bc i know scrambled letters are a bad sign but we're good
he told us is name was "t" and i was like "lol tate from american horror story" and mom asked him if his name was tate and he said yES
TATE BABY
we talked to him for 3 hours and theres like a whole plot and now im like "well fuck my gay comic im gonna draw this instead"
here lemme break it down ok:
2003- tate (6) kills eugene (5) (who is now a vengeful spirit that also lives in mother's house jfc) bc eugene was bullying him
-eugene stalks emily as a spirit for 14 years
-tate watches over emily during life for 10 years
-tate dies of illness at age 18 in 2015
-tate continues watching over emily as a spirit now
-every halloween, emily's brother and eugene talk
halloween, 2017- emily's brother's friend jordan feels sick after using the board then passes out completely unconscious
we talked to tate for a while and he was saying how he thought we was evil bc he killed someone but we dont think hes evil hes this good boi who likes memes and dan and phil and anime and manga aND I LOVE TATE
hES BEEN WATCHING OVER EMILY FOR A LONG TIME AND PROTECTING HER FROM EUGENE AND MAKING SURE SHE DOESNT HURT HERSELF
one time i slept over at emily's house over winter break when my sleep schedule was fucked and i was nocturnal again so i couldnt fall asleep all night so i just watched her turtle and laid in the bed
then i heard these tapping sounds that werent persistent?? but they would happen consistently and i was searching for the source like a white person in a horror movie right
trinity had been asleep on the floor and mother was asleep on the bed with me and on one side of her bed she has like a bundle of cords and stuff for her laptop and phone charger all that fun stuff and a small nightstand ok
the tapping sound was coming from there and i was way too terrified to reach down there because i realized it wasnt coming from the table it was coming from the floor like hELL NO RIGHT NEXT TO THAT IS THE DARK ABYSS OF UNDER HER BED
i couldnt calm down bc of that liKE MOTHER HAS ALWAYS TOLD US ABOUT HER HAUNTED HOUSE AND STUFF AND I KNEW IF I REACHED DOWN THERE SOME HAND WOULD FUCKING SNATCH MY WRIST AND DRAG ME DOWN TO HELL OR SOME SHIT
anyways we asked tate last night "were those tapping sounds eugene" and hes like "yep"
and we asked him if eugene regularly is under the bed and hes like "yep"
eugene was in the basement all night tho and we made tate this makeshift bed on the floor next to where we were sleeping with a big teddy bear and a twenty one pilots blanket
we talked to him a little this morning (this time with trinity) and asked him questions like "did you stay in the bed we made you?" and "was eugene in the basement all night?"
chloe invited me over for a sleepover omg im so tired
i think im getting sick bc my throat is super sore
i just realized that the school system prides itself on the skills it teaches kids but one of the skills it actually teaches us is the way we learn
we learn in the way that we take notes and remember things to a certain point and the completely forget it
god fuck school i hate you
im on spring break and im still complaining about school lmao
