Diza Oneshots

All These Things I've Done

Quick A/N: This band^ The Killers are a really good band from VEGAS BABY. This one shot is based off of this song. Hence the title. 

WARNING: SELF HARM 
You have been warned.

David's P.O.V. 

I pull my phone and wallet out of my back pocket and place them on my beside table. I slip out of my jeans and shirt, leaving me in my boxers. I slide under the covers, careful not to disturb the sleeping beauty next to me. I instinctively wrap my arms around her waist, pulling her into my chest. I feel her stir in my arms. Fuck.  "Baby? Is that you?" God, her voice is so sexy.

"Yea, sorry, the bit wasn't working out. It ran long." I say as she turns around to face me. "I love you." Normally she would reply right away, but she hesitated. I shrugged it off, thinking she was just tired and her brain wasn't processing things quick. 

"I love you too." She says before connecting our lips. I've been gone all day and I haven't gotten the chance to see her. I didn't realized how much I missed her touch until we finally kissed. It gets heated quickly, and before we both know it, I'm hovering over her beginning to pull her shirt up. 

Liza breaks the kiss and puts her hands on top of mine, pushing her/my shirt back down. I move off and sit, confusion ridden all over my face. "Liza? Is everything ok?"

"Umm.. yea. I ju-just didn't want to do it to-tonight..." She trails off, I can tell shes hiding something.

"Baby, you can tell anything. I don't want you holding back."

"I just.. can't. I can't do it right now." I slowly nod my head in approval. "I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be right back." As she gets up from the bed, her shirt rides up an inch. I see a glimpse of something lighter than her skin tone, almost... like a bandage. I that why she didn't want to do have sex? Is she hiding something from me? I try to think what it could be, but were so open with our relationship, I come up with nothing. I get the courage to look at what she's doing in the bathroom, maybe I can get a better glance at what I saw.

As I get closer to the bathroom, I hear muffled noises, almost like she's crying. As I peer around the corner, I see that, in fact, she is crying, not a couple tears, but full on sobbing. It pains my heart knowing that she isn't using me as a crutch, and it takes all my strength not to walk in there and help her. I decide to take a closer look and I regret it. She has bandages all over her stomach that I knew she couldn't have gotten by accident. She's cutting. I knew it right away. Why . Because we've both done it before, but we've both helped each other get over it, or so I thought. I cant take it any more. "Liza. Baby. Why didn't you tell me?" I say softly, stepping into view of the mirror.

"I... I don't know. I guess I didn't want you to feel like it was your fault." Liza says, looking embarrassed. She's not making eye contact with me, making my heart sting.

"I thought you were over it. You can't keep doing this, I'll help you, everyone will help you." I say, wrapping my arms around her. 

"I will. It's just the comments... they're so hurtful..."

"Don't read them, they don't know you. They don't know how beautiful you are, how talented you are, how hard you work. They only know the girl they see on their screen. And that's not enough for those comments to be true. And you know that they're wrong."

"Thank you, David. I really needed that. I can't believe I get to marry you one day."

I chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. "Who said were getting married?" She throws on a fake hurt face. "Just kidding, since the day I asked you out, I've wanted nothing but to marry you. I love you."

"I love you too, bubba." She yawns. "I'm tired, I wanna sleep sleep."

I walk her over to the bed and we get in. She falls asleep in my arms almost immediately. I stay awake for a couple more minutes, just thinking. Thinking about how lucking I am to have this girl, how lucky I am to get to help her. And I how lucky I am to have her help me through all these things that I've done.

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A/N Awwww.... Sad story turned cute! I can't wait till David proposes. Everyone says he'll do on Vlog 420, I think he's not gonna. (Sorry to burst your bubble.) But in a live stream he said he wanted to wait until it was right, like when they were 23 or 24.  

I am working on a part two to the chapter everyone wanted, but I really liked this one.

Edited on 01/22/2018. 855 Words.