Diza Oneshots

Anziety

third person p.o.v.

2010

i'ma get up in your mind right now

the brown-haired boy stands as the bus pulls into school. he rushes off the vehicle, wanting to see his friends. 

make you feel like dying right now

suddenly, he is overtaken by a feeling of extreme of fear and panic. he stops in his tracks, making other kids around him swerve.
"you're okay," he whispers to himself. the feeling resides and he continues walking towards the school building. 

'i'ma make it someday somehow'  what you telling yourself

the overwhelming feeling returns and he stops once again. but, this time, he's at the door of the school. the feeling is almost indescribable, he feels like something horrible is going to happen, but his mind is clear.

but you ain't focused on whats important: mentality, health 

david faintly hears the bell ring, but he's seeing the world through a piece of thick glass. soon enough, his whole world goes black.

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as he regains consciousness, the boy realizes where he is. the hospital. he dreads this awful place. the place of sickness and of death. he hears murmured voices. 

and soon enough, the doctor is telling the young kid and his parents what he experienced was anxiety.

he knows the term fairly well, as his friends joke around with it. now, sitting here, reality hitting like a brick, he knows that it's a real thing. and that it shouldn't be something you should joke around with. 

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2018

"david. run," zane tells the brown haired boy as hundreds of fans run at them. they all take off at top speed, trying to find a place to escape.

"david!"
"can i get a picture?!"
"i love you!"

the screaming begins to ring through his head. alarms going off inside his head, signaling something he wasn't experienced in years.

anxiety.

"the laundry room," he faintly hears someone familiar yell at him. he ducks into the small room, feeling claustrophobic. 

"everyone here? everyone okay?" the voices ring through his head.

"l-liza. i ne-need her," he croaks out, frantic. "pl-please." 

his breathing is becoming irregular as he slumps down the wall, curling into a ball. the camera with a simple daisy sticker on the top of it, abandoned in front of his feet. 

"david?" he hears, the voice of someone he needs in this moment, with him in her arms. "hey baby."

"l-liza, baby i-i need you," he speaks into the phone being held in front of him.

"i know. just breathe, it will be okay. i'm right here."

his friends standing there dumbfounded, not knowing what the hell is going on. the couple continues to converse for many more minutes before the feeling of panic resides and his cocky personality returns.

"liza?"

"yes?"

he looks around the room, all eyes on him. "i'm sorry. this is so stupid."

"shut up. you're not stupid. i do the same thing."

he opens his mouth to say something, but accepts defeat. 

"i win."

he chuckles. "thank you. i'll talk to you later."

"alright, i love you."

"i love you too."

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