Random Short Stories/Poems

Just Kidding

"You shouldn't joke about things like that"

"People really have that problem you know"

I say I don't care, covering up

My cracking voice with a pained laugh

You tell me who I'm supposed to be

You tell me I should be thankful and happy

They're breaking open, the scars you can't see

It hurts, it shouldn't, an odd jealousy

If I cut myself open will you care about me?

Will you cry over me? Will you take me seriously?

Is it selfish to think? Is it bad I'm crying?

Is it worse than you thought? Should I just stop trying?

Please help me....

I really don't want to do this anymore