confessions to jake

chapter eight

~3rd June~

Dear Jake,

Do you believe in karma? Sometimes I think I do but not when it comes to me, I really don't understand what I did to deserve such bad things to happen. I always try to be the best person I can be to even out all the bad in the world in the future perhaps and I realize I fail to do that at times but I couldn't have failed this much, right? It's not fair, it just isn't and even though I don't think it's supposed to be it should. I don'f like it a single bit that while all the people who did me wrong get a good night's sleep I'm up all night being punished for stuff I didn't do. I guess these are pretty good reasons to not believe in karma, however there's just something about the idea of it that seems so damn appealing and frankly, believable.. What if the ones who did me wrong are still yet to be punished? And in that case, will you be aswell?