confessions to jake

chapter seventeen

~10th July~

Dear Jake,

At this point I wonder why I even write you, it's not like you're ever gonna read it or anything. I'm not even good at writing and 'expressing myself' I just suck at everything I do I should've called it quits by now, my mom's writing this book and she's getting so many good responses. I'm not jealous just scared to death she'll find out, why do I even bother with anything if all I'll ever do is just dissapoint everyone? That's all I am, a fucking failure..