The Best Mistake I've Ever Made - Monsta X FF

Chapter 5: Here Comes the Sun

MINHYUK'S POV

Y/n is hugging I.M. His hands are on her back, steadily drawing circles with his fingers while keeping his hands in place, like he is scared she will fall if he moves them. She seems to relax. I know it's wrong to think this after everything that just happened, but... I wish it were me. It's like one way love at first sight. I look at Hyungwon. And to my surprise, he has the same expression as me. Do all three of us have a crush on y/n? I mean, I get it, she is really something... But I feel a bit jealous. And scared. Because I know there's a chance she will choose someone else than me.

I.M'S POV

Luckily y/n doesn't seem to notice the tension that is building up between the three of us. Way too soon she steps back, sweeping a few hairs away that have fallen before her eyes and smiling at me. She then turns around and smiles at the other two, who quickly drop their glaring and smile back. "Shall we go to the others? Or do you want to rest?" Minhyuk asks her. She chuckles softly, as if soothing him, while we should be soothing her. "No, that won't be necessary. To be honest, I kind of got used to this, it doesn't tire me as much anymore." She responds in a soft tone. Minhyuk nods and smiles at her. He puts his hand on her shoulder and gives it a few soft squeezes. Hyungwon and I are staring at his hand. When we both realize what we are doing, we look at each other and then quickly look away. "Can you walk or do I have to carry you?" Minhyuk says, winking. As much as he tries to be bold and sexy, it isn't working on y/n, because she giggles and tells him "Ahw, so cute. I can walk on my own, though, don't worry." He has a hard time trying to hide his disappointment, whilst Hyungwon and I have a hard time trying to keep in our laughter. When y/n walks out, Minhyuk walking almost next to her, Hyungwon and I look at each other and laugh at Minhyuk's action. "Did he seriously-" "I don't know what has gotten into him either." Our laughter slowly dies. "So, do you like... y/n?" He asks me. I immediately feel my cheeks turning red. I scratch the back of my neck. "Yeah... I think so... Do you?" Hyungwon just nods and it is silent again, until he breaks the silence by saying "Well, all three of us also know that it's best not to push her into a relationship. Also, we shouldn't drag her into the public eye like that, or even try to start something when we know how bad it could end." We both just nod to what he said. Suddenly I feel his arms around me. I awkwardly pat his back, hugging him back a bit. When we step back, we simply nod and smile, before walking out and going downstairs again, taking the container with pills that y/n left behind with us.

YOUR POV

When we're downstairs, everyone quickly jolts up and looks at me, my brothers already standing up to help me. I put my hands in the air, showing them I don't need the help they so desperately want to give me. "Guys, I'm fine, really" I say before sitting down. They exchange a look and take their places again. A weird tension is in the air. Everyone seems to know what happened. Monsta X knows about my problems. But it's not pity they're showing. Just like my brother's, they want to cheer me up instead of talking about everything. It makes me smile. I hear footsteps and turn around on the couch. Hyungwon and I.M walk downstairs, with the container my medication was in in I.M's hand. He walks over to kitchen, throws open some cabinets until he finds the right one and puts the container in it. For the time being, Hyungwon has made its way to the couch and sits down next to me. His leg touches mine shortly, and I swear I feel my skin is on fire. The thought of him sitting so close to me makes me smile and shove a bit closer to him. He inhales sharply, looking at me from the corner of his eyes. When I don't look back, he just continues with what he's doing, lazily putting an arm on the backrest of the couch behind me. I don't dare sit back now, knowing that his arm would be around me. The thought scares me, even though I know how much I would like it.

My trail of thoughts are abruptly disturbed when Wonho speaks up. "So, what are we doing tonight? Could we maybe do something fun, now that y/n is here as well?" Everyone is just nudding or humming, approving of his ideas, making the muscular boy smile. "We are going to cheer you up, y/n." He says. He smiles at me, and I notice something I haven't had in a boy other than my brother Byung-Ho before. His intentions are not for me to notice him, he just wants to be there for me. From the moment he introduced himself to me, I felt a brother-like connection. Even though I should never say that out loud, knowing that my real brothers would get mad AF, I feel as if he's a fifth brother. I smile at him, hoping my expression tells him what I'm feeling. It seems telepathy is strong with me today, because he gasps for a second, but then smiles warmly.

HYUNGWON'S POV

I notice Wonho and y/n smiling at each other, and even though I would normally get jealous now, I hold myself down. I need to support y/n, not get mad at her for being happy around other boys than me... Even though I really wish her smiles would be just for me...

Shit. I think I'm in love.

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I am honestly so excited towrite this. I love fluffy story's, and writing them myself just makes me smile. :) I already want to thank everyonewho is reading this story, I couldn't be more grateful. I just love putting myown thoughts into this story, even some of my own struggles. So I hope you areall enjoying this! <3