HYUNGWON'S POV
I shouldn't have been so harsh to y/n... She still looks hurt. She didn't even wish me a good morning at breakfast! I must have really upset her... I want to make it up to her, I just don't know how. I'm scared of hurting her, and look what I did. I let my jealousy take over, let alone what would happen if we were actually together and I went back to my life as an idol. I wouldn't be there during her attacks, I would probably only worsen them... I can't do this to her, but at the same time... I need her.
I watch as she runs upstairs, happily humming a song and probably mentally putting together an outfit. I smile at her back. I.M glares at me. I look at him and smile. I try to message him with just my facial expression. 'Are we good?' I.M seems to have been lost in his thoughts or whatever, because his glare changes into an honest smile.
AUTHOR POV
"So, why is y/n so exicted?" Shownu asks. He puts his hands around the ceramic coffee mug and takes a long sip of his drink. Byung-Ho speaks up and explains. "Well, our parents always took us to that park when they just got together. We were not used to having a sister, and she wasn't used to having four brothers. Our parents wanted us to bond, so they took us to that park. It was the first time we met, so we were all a bit uncomfortable around each other, but that quickly changed when Jin got out of the car and tripped. She was trying her hardest to keep in her laughter, she knew it was rude to laugh at him when she just met him, but Chang-Min, who was sitting next to her, was grinning at her. They both made a 'omg shit I'm gonna laugh' face and bursted out in laughter. From that moment, the two of them were almost glued to each other and goofing around. Jin just jumped around them, but making a fool of himself sometimes because he is just that clumsy-" "Hey!" "It's true." Jin scowls, but they're just laughing harder at him. "Anyways, I was a bit timid and she noticed, so when the others were playing a game, we talked to each other and found out about our shared interest in music. I guess we all found something to bond over. Chang-Min; jokes. Me; music. Jin; being goofballs. And Baekhyeon and her just go together. He is really our older brother." Baekhyeon nods and smiles. "So the park holds special memories to us. Our first meeting, and after that we voluntarily went there with each other, just hanging out as family. We really enjoy each other's company and-" he fakes a sniff and acts as if he wipes away a tear "We love each other." He says with a tone as if he was going to cry. The boys laugh.
Meanwhile, you changed into your outfit;
You walk downstairs to find the boys talking about how special the park is to you and your brothers. You smile and lean against the doorpost. I.M notices you first and immediately starts blushing. "Love you too, hoe." Byung-Ho jumps and turns around, but smiles when he sees you grinning. He comes closer to you and hugs you, lifting you off the ground. "Shit! Put me down!" "Nope." He twirls, making you shriek. "Don't drop me, please!" He chuckles and stops spinning you. You wrap your legs around his waist and hold on to him tight. "Never do that again, idiot." You whisper in his ear. He gives you a quick peck and puts you down. You hit him on his shoulder and walk to the others. You lift yourself up the counter, sitting next to I.M and Wonho. "Don't forget to bring your pills, y/n." I shoot a death glare towards Baekhyeon. He already started talking to Jooheon, so he doesn't catch you sighing. It tires you how Baekhyeon is always talking to you about your health. Sometimes you wish he would just be your brother instead of your nurse...
YOUR POV
I decide to stop sulking and engage in conversations with the boys. I notice Wonho started talking to Chang-Min. But Chang-Min isn't his usual self, he seems... a bit nervous. I chuckle at the thought of my brother falling in love with Wonho. When we first met, he literally introduced himself as 'gay'. ("Hello there, I'm gay.") At first I didn't think he would flirt with a boy, but the way he and Wonho talk to each other... It seems as if they really like each other. I look away when I notice I was staring. I think Chang-Min and I both feel the same; we're scared of heartbreak but... we already love this someone. I guess we're already falling, not thinking of the risks. But now that we think of it, it scares us. A relationship with an idol is complicated, risky. The dream of waking up next to him might not be true. He will be gone a lot. I can't be with him in public without his fans noticing. I will get hurt. But still, I can't stay away from him. I need to talk to him.
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