Catch My Love

Chapter 35

*Scarlett pov*

I don't recognize myself when im with Zayn. And im not saying it as a bad way but when im with him I feel so careless and happy, that no matter what we do as long as im with him its enough for me, to have him holding me and kissing me. I would have never thought that I would allow someone to touch me like Zayn has, Its my first time I experience this and being Zayn who make me feel all these things just makes it much easier for me, I know I can trust him so when I copy his touchy actions is because I feel confident with him.

Being who he is just make me realize how lucky I am to have him, to have someone that cares for me and that is always looking out for me, I know Hazel do this and Melissa too but they do it because they are my best friends but its different when its someone you love, really really love. At this point where Zayn and I stand, few months back I would've said its too soon to be what Zayn and I do, and to love him just for two months of knowing him but it wasn't time who chose for me when to start loving him, It was him, when he started to care for me not in a way friends does, when I found myself wanting to kiss him and talk to him constantly because he started to grow feelings inside me that I was too afraid to show and feel but as time passed he found a way into me and I let him, and I dont regret anything of it.

"Why are you zooning off so much? Whats wrong?" Hazel voice startles me

"Oh um just..thinking" I say turning a hint of red

"About?" She sits on the counter

"Um Zayn" I say

"You are seriously adorable" She smiles and I nod, I don't really know what else to say

"What is the farthest you've gone with him?" She asks, Im prying to don't blush as her questions continue. Its not that im going to give out any details, that's personal between him and I

"What do you mean?"

"Like you know, heated make up sessions..touchy here, touchy there" She smirks

Oh

"Yeah I mean..yeah" I stutter looking away

She raise her eyebrows as she looks at me wide eyed "Oh my god have he touch you?" She asks

I couldn't be more embarrassed right now, I've never had this talk with Hazel and her direct questions are making it worse than it already is

"I won't give you any unnecessary details Haz" I say

"But im your best friend!" She groans "You are supposed to tell me these things"

"I know but its embarrassing to talk about my sex life" I say and her mouth drops

Before she says anything I correct my words "No we haven't had sex, we've been close enough but not sex"

"Close?" She looks confused

"That's all the details you are getting" I smile and she huffs

"Damn" She stands from the counter and walks to the fridge

"What about you and Harry?" I ask her

"We are taking it slow but that doesnt mean we dont have our heated times" Hazel is way more confident than me talking about this, she can say it out loud but I would just embarrass myself

"We are too" I say

"Zayn has done it before hasn't he?"

"Um yeah" Its weird to talk about Zayns past sex life

"Has he told you about it?" Haz asks as she pours some milk into a bowl

"Yeah, few times when we talked about his ex-girlfriend back in London" I shrug