Catch My Love

Chapter 22

*Scarlett pov*

We get to the coffee shop. I have enough time to relax a little until I need to go back to school for my detention. Today its been stressing enough for me, I really want to get home and sleep all day until tomorrow. Zayn is leaving tomorrow, he promised me yesterday he would spend today with me but guess that isn't a promise to keep anymore. Clearly we are not in well speaking terms right now after our discussion earlier. I said to him all what I had to say, I was only looking forward making him crystal clear that I'm not a toy to play around with, I will not be getting more of his bullshit saying he wants to give it a try, give us a try when he is not even trying. I know I usually talk about this to Hazel but Melissa could be also helpful right now.

"What's keeping you zoned off?" Mel asks sitting down with her cold coffee milkshake. Its goddamn cold outside and she picks a cold drink, logic.

"Lots of things in my mind. Zayn mostly" I say reaching out for a spoon to stir my hot chocolate. I have loved this chocolate since I first got here, I remember coming here often with Hazel after class.

"What about Zayn? what did he said to you?" She asks concerned and I know I dont give her enough credit for all she does for me but shes one of the closest thing I have to a sister, the same with Hazel

"He said that I'm getting mad at him for nothing, because hes done nothing wrong, so I'm overreacting. But honestly I'm not because I only see its me trying hard to make whatever we have between us work, I'm giving myself a chance to be with him and despite him knowing how insecure I feel about it he goes around to bars with his friends letting a blonde girl sit in his lap while he isn't conscious about his actions, I'm not going to be an idiot to hope for him to give himself fully to me but I wont stay here while he is with that Evelyn girl everywhere I see in the halls and random girls at a bar" I take a deep breath after talking but there's more to say about it

"... He also said that he has given me enough reasons for me to trust him and I know he have but im so suspicious about it that I let myself freak out over everything and I know he might think im jealous but there's more than that, I care what he says to me, I care if he likes me or not although he had tell me few times he does but he is so understandable about it all he makes me feel frustrated that is till manage to feel this way even though he had make himself clear about how he feels about this. Dont asks me why my head is a mess right now I don't make sense out of me" I finally finish and place my hands in both sides of my head. I think I should call him and apologize. I know I did wrong but he reacted to my actions. But I know he meant the things he said and that's what hurts about it, hearing him say those things make it sound as true as I know it myself.

"You sound like a couple already" Melissa says while laughing but I just snap my head at her

"Just give it time for both if you to cool off. Maybe he will call later i dont know. He is leaving tomorrow right? I dont think he will leave being things like this with you" Mel says and I'm glad she is here with me now so I can let it all out

"Yeah I will relax about it and wait for what might happen later, if he chose to call or I just text him saying im sorry" I say taking a bite of the chocolate muffin i bought, I need to get back to school in half an hour to get in time for my detention

"We need to leave in 20 minutes so i can get to detention with that sucker of a teacher" I have always been liked by the teachers. I'm not the one who Is a noisy bitch in the classes but he got me with a bad mood, he will not like me after this i know it not that I give two craps

"Let's get going I need to take some things of my locker, I have homework to do" Melissa says leaving a tip on the table. We head to my car and i drive this time.