Don't let your mind fool you, don't let it let you think something has happened but it hasn't happened. Life isn't how it seems. Things go wrong when you think it's getting better. You could have a happy ending if you just try. Read to continue goin...
I woke up to my loud alarm going off. Today is the first day. I don't even know how I feel about it. Excited? Regret? I don't know. But I gotta get ready to go.
I walk out of my room and start heading to the bathroom.
"I don't need my alarm. Yours works perfectly fine." Newt comes out of his room saying. No emotion laid on his face.
"We are awake to go to class when we get dressed ain't we?" I ask. Sounding a bit rude. He looks a bit taken aback by my rudeness.
"Sorry, I didn't mean for it to sound rude." I say sounding a bit bad.
"It's alright. Look, we have an hour and a half until we gotta leave so I'm going to make breakfast for us. Do you like blueberry pancakes?" Newt says sounding better.
"Uh, yeah, sure. Is there any Nutella? I like nutella with my pancakes." I say.
"I believe we do." Newt answers.
"Alright, well I'm going to get a shower." I say. He nods his head and turns to go back to his room. •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• As I'm getting up, my phone starts ringing. I look at the screen and get excited. I always get excited when he calls.
"Hey!" I enthusiastically say.
"Hey! What's your dorm room number? I wanna walk you to class." He asks.
"124." I blurt out. I get to see him!
"Alright, love you." He says.
"I love you." I say then hang up.
I don't want to wear anything real special. Just my everyday look. I don't want to be one of those people that try too hard.
I blow dry my hair after getting a shower and do my make up, just a simple look.
I walk out of the bathroom after getting dressed and go into the kitchen where Newt has my plate made and nutella and syrup on the table.
"Thank you." I say, being polite.
"You are very welcome. Uh, do you want me to walk you to class?" He shyly asks.
"No thank you. My boyfriend will be here soon to walk me." I say. Trying not to hurt his feelings.
He nods and starts eating. I finish mixing some nutella and syrup in a bowl then spread it on my food. Syrup mixed with Nutella on pancakes is the best!
As I get done with the dishes there is a knock on the door. Must be Markian.
I start walking to the door and see Newt opening the door.
"Markian?! You're her boyfriend? What happened to never dating just banging? And what happened to the gang you were in?" Newt exclaims.
Markian only likes to get in bed with girls? He never lets it be more than just that? I don't really care to hear more so I go to my room to grab my bag. That's his business. Plus, it is now his past and it doesn't matter anymore.
**Newts POV**
Markian takes a deep breath. As if he is contemplating what to say.
"I left the gang. I never wanted to be in it. I love her Newt." He bluntly says.
"You have got to be kidding! You always said you were happy in the gang. You better not hurt her." I whisper yell.
"What is it to you? You just met her." Markian spits at me.
"I may have just met her, but I can tell it is going to really break her if you screw up. You can just look at her and tell she has gone through enough that lasts a lifetime." I spit back.
Alexandra comes up to us being very perky. Hmm, what's up with her.
Alexandra and Markian leave after saying bye to me and I leave a few minutes later. I feel like he is going to end up hurting her. I don't believe for a second that he left that gang. I need to tell her.
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