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"What the hell am I going to wear?" I questioned myself digging through my small walk in closet.
Everything thought I thought, it would always trace back to Odell, who was coming to pick me up in 10 minutes and I still couldn't seem to find anything to put on.
What am I going to do?
I've already screwed up with the lunch thing we had the other day and he was being soo sweet but my feelings about him just and to get in the way of a beautiful gesture. No matter how hard I try, I just can't get him out of my mind. Its just something about the way he walks, the way he talks, and the way he just comes out of no where and always knows what I like as if we've been friends for years,it leaves me star-struck.
I was so sad that day because I knew I could never have him as a "more than a friend". I knew it would be another woman that would come his way and steal his heart.
Not me.
So I've decided just to be a good, caring, loving, and supportive friend from now on.
It would be the best for both of us and my constantly changing feelings.
So wha-lah.
I wiped the sweat that had been building up for the last hour, from my forehead and walked into my clothing rack for the last time.
Come on mind.
Think!!!!
*moments later*
"Alas, I have found a chic, comfortable, but lowkey outfit for my get together with Odell, my friend, right?
Yep, nothing more, nothing less.
I think?
After putting my outfit on, I did a quick scan of my body in the mirror and grimaced a bit because I thought it was a bit showy.
Maybe something more....casual.
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