Lucky You're Mine • svt

chapter 15: really?

"i think i love you too."

"w-what did you just s-say?!" his eyes widen not believing my words. i was shocked too, but i only said the truth.
"I FREAKING LOVE YOU HONG JISOO!" i scream on the top of my lungs. His eyes looked teary as if he was about to cry. He is so emotional my gosh, haha. jk ily hong.

"I LOVE YOU FREAKING MORE CHOI YERI!" he screamed back like we were so far from eachother when we're literally beside eachother. He started jumping up and down like a kid which i thought was goddamn adorable. He pulled me into a tight hug and i hugged him tighter. We pulled out of the hug and he smiled at me looking like the happiest boy on earth. Then he started coming closer which stopped my breathing. I stood there not knowing what to do. I could feel his breath in my face and the gap between us was smaller than jihoon. (omg im literally a bully guys sorry. hahahaha. ily wooji)

Then he kissed my forehead. I was SHOOK. but i am thankful that he is such a gentleman that he didn't do it. We hold hands and sit down together on the bench. "so....... are we like, together now?" he asked smiling at me sheepishly. I laugh at his face.

"of course! i mean, you and i are together right now here in the park so of course, we're together." i tried so hard to stop laughing and to look convincing. Then he gave me a
bish-whut-you-know-what-i-mean look. Then i lost it. I laughed so hard that my cheeks started hurting.

"Ha, ha, ha. So funny Ri." then a flashback of me and jun started playing in my mind. Wait, why am i thinking about jun? Yeri, you are with Joshua right now. Stop!

He crossed his arms and pouted. I can't take Jun off my mind and idk why.

I shrug the thought out of my head and just focus on Josh. "i was just kidding! hahaha. okay, seriously though, maybe let me think a little bit more, ok? I just have a lot of things im thinking about." i said to him seriously. He nodded and gave a understanding smile. He held my shoulders.

"yes of course, i am always ready to wait. anything for you." he smiled again. I don't know why but i think he is just TOO sweet. you know what i mean? I feel like our personalities don't match really well since i am more of a tomboyish girl and i cringe at cutesy and lovey dovey stuff which is what Joshua really is. Not that i'm saying that i don't like joshua, i like him.... but...... I don't know! I just feel like he is kind of like chocolate. It's good at first, but then later on, it would be boring. You wouldn't want to be just sweet all the time, like duh? Ughh idk.

"hey, um...... i think i should get going now. It's really cold outside. You should go too. Okay, bye." i said trying my best to avoid eye contact. But he looked like he knew everything on my mind. "woah, why are you such in a hurry? let me go with you then, if you really want to go home." he said trying to convince me. I shook my head.

"no josh, i can take care of myself. i really have to go now. bye." i said almost running away from the park. He stared at me confused but just managed to give a weak smile and waved. i fucked up, so bad.

I run away while thinking of where i could go or whom i could talk to. Minghao! Omg, please save me. I grab my phone out of my pocket and texted the8.

To: shomihao🐼

Dudeeeeee. Where are you rn? Can we meet? I need someone to talk to right now.

My phone buzzed quickly after a few seconds i sent the message.

shomihao🐼

Sure. Let's just meet at the cafe we went to the other day.

I sighed in relief. Good thing the cafe wasn't that far from the park. I went to the cafe and entered. Then i spotted the boy. I sat down the chair in front of him.

"hey. what do you need to talk about?" he said. I took a deep breath ready to tell him everything. He listened and gasped at times which was so freaking cute i want to protect him.

"wait, so you and joshua hyung are together?" he asked curiously. "no, i didn't say yes yet. I felt like i wasn't ready. I dont know hao, i just felt like it was wrong. Especially because i kept thinking about jun when we were together. What am i gonna do~?" i said fake crying.

"poor kid, you don't love jisoo hyung don't you?" he stared at me in the eyes. "i do! just..... not the way he loves me.." i fell silent. "then why would you say that you love him?!" he said acting annoyed. "BRO I DONT EFFING KNOW MKAY?! I JUST FELT LIKE HE DESERVED LOVE SINCE HE HAS BEEN SO NICE TO ME AND I FELT BAD FOR HIM SO I THOUGHT I HAD TO LOVE HIM BACK." i said frustrated. I grab my hair and tried holding back tears.

"yah yah, stop. sorry if you thought i was blaming you. i just wanted to make you laugh." he said hugging me as i cry in his chest. "no its okay, sorry im just too dramatic." i said chuckling a bit but hiccupping.

We stayed in that position for a couple more minutes until the waiters noticed us and thought that we were a couple that had a fight because of my loud extra ass, hello. I'm Choi Yeri. So they had to check up on us and i minghao explained all of it. Great. I even got him in trouble.

"omo, i'm so sorry that you got involved in that, i am so extra." i said still embarassed tf out. He chuckled. "yes, yes you are." then we laugh again. We just ordered some coffee since we weren't hungry and i didn't want to stress eat.

"so about the joshua and jun thing, answer me truthfully. Who do you really love?" he asked me while holding my hands. I got nervous about his question but just said the name my heart kept saying.

"I love-"

GOMAPDAAAAAAA! lol i know im kinda late but like, i freaking love thanks.
Anywayyyssss, damn author-nim! Back at it again with that cliffhanger.

I know i'm evil BAHAHAHAHA. Stay tuned ;)