Lucky You're Mine • svt

chapter 36: the reason why

As soon as i knocked on the door, someone immediately opened it as if they were waiting for me to knock. I got startled because dino opened the door and suddenly pulled me into a hug as he was crying.

"yeri n-noona~" he said then hugged me tighter. I hug him back as i ruffle his hair. "wae chan? why are you crying??" i asked confused at his actions. I felt like crying too since i have never seen the poor boy crying. He's usually one of the energetic ones, but now, he isn't.

"myungho hyung.......... he's leaving....." i pat his back and layed my head on top of his. "i know, chan. I'm really sorry but he already made his decision. But, we will find out why he's leaving atleast. So please, let's go inside and please stop crying." i said comforting him. He shook his head.

"no no, you don't understand...... I'm crying because we alrea-d-d-y found o-out" what?! I gasped and let go of him and held his shoulders. "what did you say dino? You already k-know?!" i said with widened eyes. He wiped the tears on his face and nodded sadly.

I suddenly felt like crying too. In no time, i was crying with him. The boys noticed that i already arrived since they heard me and dino crying. They pulled us inside and made us sit down. Dk hugged me and seungkwan was playing with my hair. "i don't understand guys, please tell me. I'm so lost" i said then holding onto dk. He looked sad as well as he patted my back. Seungkwan shortly joined us crying. He hugged me and dk.

"we're really sorry yeri, we really were supposed to wait for you to come over and we can call his parents altogether, but they were really curious so i just decided to call minghao's eomma. She told us the truth yeri." my heart was beating fast. "gwaenchanha, really. I just want to now the reason why. But at the same time, i feel really scared and nervous." i said gently letting go of the two boys.

The other boys came out of their rooms and were surprised when they saw us crying. "omo, why is yeri, dino and seungkwan crying?" hoshi worriedly asked. He sat beside us and hugged us. We hug him back. "she knows that we already called minghao's mom, soonyoung. She just wants to find out the reason." hoshi made an "o" shape and nodded.

"yeri, please don't get shocked and stay calm because we are really worried for you. We know that you love minghao and we love you both. We just don't want to see you get hurt" i was getting really nervous and anxious.

"please just say it, you're making me more nervous. It sounds like you're telling me that minghao's gonna die" i said chuckling. But they didn't laugh, not even smile. They all looked at eachother then down. Dude my heart skipped a beat. What is happening?!

"seungcheol, continue" i said. He sighed heavily. "okay.......... minghao isn't leaving because he simply "misses china". He actually has.... *gulp* c-cancer." he said the last word more of like a whisper.

My heart shattered and i just stood there frozen. "w-what? Please tell me you're kidding, seungcheol, please" i said shaking him almost forcefully. He looked at me with sad eyes. He shook his head. "i wish i was joking too, yeri" he said then hugged me. "no no no no! This can't be happening! Minghao can't have cancer! No fucking way" i said pushing the boy away and i left their dorm not knowing what to do.

So that was why. He was always leaving the dorm to go the doctor. He didn't go out because he went to get coffee, he was checking up his health. I wanted to punch the wall so fucking bad. All the flashbacks of our happy memories together was surrounding my mind. Out of all the people, why him?! Why can't it just be me? He deserves the world and he deserves to live. He is such a talented boy and a ray of sunshine, but he's suffering. Why did he lie to me? Why didn't he tell me? Thousands of questions ran thru my mind. I was just running wherever and there were billions of missed calls in my phone. They were probably calling me. I still can't believe that minghao has cancer.

After minutes of running, i reached a memorable place. The street where i got lost and where me and minghao had our first interaction. I remember being so lost that day, and yet there he was. Saving me again. He is always there to save me whenever i was in trouble. When i got lost, when i needed help to confess to jun, when i almost died in the car accident. He is an actual lifesaver. But here he is now, not caring about his life, but he cared so much about mine. Tears were streaming down my face nonstop. I looked at the street sign and sat down.

"minghao, why do you have to leave me, us? Why didn't you tell me the real reason? You punk look what you did to me! I love you so much seo myungho! Please take care of yourself for me and seventeen. Please be happy and always smile. Your smile heals all of my wounds and my pain." i said then hugged my knees. I was sobbing. I suddenly felt warmth in my back. Someone was backhugging me?

I stopped crying and looked to my back. "yeri....... i love you so much, i'm sorry if i lied to you. I know, i really am a punk" minghao. He chuckled sadly and i hugged him. "i hate you so much! But i love you so much too" i said crying even more. "what stage is it?" i said letting go of him and looking at him. He looked super thin and out of energy. Why did he even come here?

"stage 3. It's getting worse, yeri. I had it since i was a kid, but i recovered. But now, because of our sleepless nights and our tiring schedules, it came back. I need to go to china since the doctor my family trusts is there. He's my only hope, yeri. He's the only one that can save me. I didn't want to go at first but i need to. I don't want to see you hurt so please, don't love me. I love you so much that it will kill me if tou get hurt. I'm letting you go, yeri. I'm leaving 3 days from now. You'll find someone for you. I trust you with jun. He loves you very much, i know it. He still asks about you from time to time, on how you're doing and if you were happy" he said holding my hands. He really does love me that he's going to let me go so that i can be happy. I hugged him again.

"please take care of yourself and keep fighting for me and seventeen. When you recover, you'll go back here and we'll be happy, okay? We're going to sneak out of our dorm and meet up then we'll have long chats at our favorite cafe. We'll go to the lake then throw pebbles then scream our problems. Okay? Promise me?" i said signalling him to do a pinky promise with me. He smiled and nodded. He locked the pinky promise and we hugged.

"thank you so much for everything, hao. I love you, punk" i said teasing him and laughing, still teary eyed. "you're always welcome, punk. I love you more" he said then he kissed my cheek. He stood up and offered a hand. I took his hand and stood up. "now, let's go home. I'll drop you by at your dorm. Don't cry anymore, and don't think about me okay? Sleep well." he said. I nodded. "arasseo, boss" we both laughed.

We walked to my dorm and he dropped me by. "thank you hao, for everything. I'm going to miss you so fucking much you punk. Recover fast arasseo!" i said as he was walking away. He looked back and nodded. "yes, beautiful. I'm going to miss you so fucking more. I love you!" he said then grinned cheekily. I shook my head and laughed at him. I entered our dorm.

"oh my god, yeri thank goodness you finally came home. Joshua called us saying that you ran away from them and that you weren't answering his calls. What happened?" i hugged them one by one and sighed heavily. "minghao's leaving, unnies" they gasped. "wait, so the news is true?! Omo, why?" sooji unnie asked me. "he has stage 3 cancer, leukemia." i told them. They all gasped loudly.

"leukemia?! Omo, he really needs treatment" mia unnie said. I nodded my head. "that's why he's leaving, 3 days from now."

"jinjja? That's too bad, he is such a talented boy but because of his cancer, he has to give up his dream" i nodded. "well, he can't do anything about it. All we can do is pray for him" they nodded.

I went to my room and crashed onto my bed. So many things happened today, i am so tired. I soon fell asleep.

minghao has cancer huhu :'(( this story is getting close to an end, guys. I really will miss this story. Thank you to you guys who read it. Hehe thanks for reading my crappy book XD ilysm