Lucky You're Mine • svt

chapter 32: let you go

It was the last day of our 1 week vacation. Jun didn't change, he even got worse. Seventeen divided themselves into groups so that the remaining days of the week, they get to hangout with me. They were all so caring and cheerful. They made me happy. But not him.

I wanted to tell him today, that i'm letting him go. He seemed happy with jihyun. So i'm not gonna be a burden in between them anymore. I texted him.

To: junhui💫

jun, can we talk? I need to tell you something important. Jebal.

my phone buzzed. I was so nervous to get it.

Junhui💫

Meet me at the park. Be there at 12:00 PM.

I was relieved. I replied instantly.

To: junhui💫

Okay, thank you.

I got a shower then got dressed.

I was planning to just wear a shirt then jeans but the unnies insisted that i wear something else. They didn't say what it was but they said they put it in my bed. I grab the clothing and see that it was this white beautiful off shoulder romper. I would look like a freaking potato in this. I sighed and just tried it on. I look at the mirror

I actually look pretty good. I just let my hair flow and i combed it. I went outside then walked to the park.

I saw jun sitting down at the bench. He was facing the other way. Good. I started getting nervous. I tapped his shoulder. "uh...... hi" i looked away awkwardly. He was staring at me. "hi..... you look............wow" he said. I said thank you.

"okay, so i went here to tell you something." i said to him. "me too" he said. "arasseo, let's just say it at the same time"

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"let's break up"

"can we get back together?"

We stared at eachother. "you wanna b-break up?" he said stuttering. I looked down and nodded my head slowly. Why does he want to get back with me??

"i'm gonna let you go, jun. Be with jihyun. You love her. Your happiness makes me happy, so go to her"

I stood up and walked away. He pulled me back. "but you are my happiness" he said to me. "no, jun. Let's just stop all this nonsense. Jihyun needs you, you need her. Stop lying to yourself. I can be happy without you." i said walking away but in a faster pace.

"WAE? DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE NOW?! YOU'RE JUST GONNA LEAVE ME AFTER ALL THE THINGS I DID FOR YOU?! YOU DIDN'T DO SHIT FOR ME YERI. YOU DIDN'T EVEN LOVE ME. YOU JUST WANTED ME FOR FAME. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" jun shouted. I run as fast as i could as the tears in my eyes drop one by one. He really does hate me, huh.

I stop when i felt safe that he's not anywhere near me. I sit down and try to catch my breathing. Am i really that bad of a girlfriend that he managed to tell those words to me? I did the confessing and all that bullshit and i didn't know that it's just going to end up like this. I wish i never met him. I wish i didn't get called into pledis entertainment. I wish i just didn't exist at all.

My eyes were swollen because of all the tears that fell from it. I just wanted to leave. I didn't want to see him anymore. I just stood up and lazily walked to whichever direction i think was right and i looked like a mess. I wasn't even thinking straight.

"miss watch out!"

Was the last thing i heard then everything faded to black. At least i'm happy now. No one is here to judge me and say cruel words to me. I tried opening my eyes but they just felt like they were glued into one another.

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"OH MY FUCKING GOD YERI! YERI?!"

Dun dun duunnnnnnnnn!! Hahahahaha. Idk why but i made jun sound so douchy in here. Im so sorry ily wen. BTW, ITS SUMMER MADAPAKING BREAAAKKKKKKKKK WHOOOOOOOOOO!!! rest well and eat well because foos is lyf and lyf is pood. :)))