chapter 35: truth

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I was currently in a video call with my bestfriend, Soomi. It has been so long since we talked but she was still very kind and immediately called me. I cried everything out and i wanted to hug her so badly. She comforted me through the screen of my laptop as i was sobbing. I missed her so badly.

"i just d-don't underst-tand why h-he is going t-to leave so s-suddenly. Does he even love me? Why are they like this?! Everything just keeps repeating over and over again *sob* i just feel..... tired. I don't want to feel this anymore. This is bullshit!" i said out of frustration. "shhh, yeri stop crying. Calm down, girl. It's not your fault. Maybe it's just fate. That neither the both of them are meant for you. Girl, there's someone that is meant for you out there. Don't cry for stupid boys that just leave you. You know better than this, choi yeri. I know you." she gave me a you-got-this look. I nodded. She's right yeri, don't cry over boys. Heol, when you were in highschool you were the one making boys cry! I laugh to myself. Soomi gave me a weird look.

"yah, why did you laugh all of a sudden? You're creeping me out." she said. "yah, i'm not crazy. I just remembered back in highschool. Remember when i made many boys cry?! Ahahaha. Every month, a boy would confess to me but i immediately dump him. Ahhhh, good memories." i said chuckling. She giggled. "omo, yes i remember! See? You should be like that, when we were in highschool. Just let loose and don't be too serious about a relationship when you're not sure if the boy really loves you." i laughed, then nodded.

"okay, okay. Hahahaha. Thank you so much soomi, you helped me, like a lot. I miss you so much i want to pull you from the screen so you can go here. I love you so much thank you." i said then pretended to give a hug to her. "awwee, no problem bestie. Just call me whenever you need me, i'll be there." i nodded. We ended the video call.

Wahh, i feel much better now. Thanks to you, soomi. I wiped the tears in my face and looked at the mirror. Yikes! I look like a mess. My mascara was everywhere and my hair was in every direction. I washed my face and put my hair up in a ponytail. I also took a bath in the bathtub. The hot water made me relaxed and calm.

I got out and just wore my everyday clothes. A gray croptop and my pizza pajamas. I wore my white slip-ons and lazily went downstairs to grab food. Unnies were already sleeping, they came back a few hours ago from their schedules, but i had none because of the news, y'know, me and jun.

I opened the refrigerator and there was nothing. I love my life (note the sarcasm). Ughhh, i'm starving! I went upstairs frustrated with a frown on my face as i kicked the door open. I jumped to my bed then browsed social media. I remembered taking a selfie. Maybe i should post it? Meh, i'll just do it.

 Maybe i should post it? Meh, i'll just do it

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