Lucky You're Mine • svt

chapter 40: goodbye (ending)

4 years later

Me and jun have been together for 4 years now, wow. He proposed to me 5 months later after we got back years ago. And now, we're married! Living with him has been a blessing to me and i couldn't be happier. We even made our own child, Mirae. She is our a 3 months old little angel. She got jun's eyes. She looks very beautiful and jun says she looks like me but i know he's lying. Me and jun resigned from being an idol after finding out i was pregnant. Seventeen and Eclipse were happy to hear the news. They were fighting on who's going to be the aunts and the auncles. Carats and Moonlights were also really happy for us, but we decided to not say our baby's name in public. We wanted her to have privacy, and for her to live a normal and peaceful life. We didn't want her to be exposed to the cameras and paparazzis at an early age. Maybe sometime in the future, we'll show her to the world. But as of now, we'll let her have freedom.

"i'm just going to visit him, jagi. I'll be back." i yelled for jun to be able to hear as he was upstairs, playing with our little Mirae. He yelled back. "okay, say hi to him for me, arasseo? Be safe. I love you"

"i love you too, bye!" i said then closed the door. I rode a taxi. I looked at the view, reminiscing the times. I missed him so much, but now i get to see him. I got off once we reached the destination. I fixed my clothes and walked.

I smiled when i spotted it. "Seo Myungho" i read. I placed down the sunflowers i bought for him and sat down beside. "annyeong minghao, i missed you so much. Junhui misses you very much too, all of us. I hope you're happy up there. I'm really sad that you couldn't come back here. I missed spending time with you. I missed getting text messages at 3 in the morning and i missed sneaking out of the dorm and getting coffee with you. I missed walking to the lake and throwing pebbles, yelling our problems at the top of our lungs. I miss you, minghao. So much" i didn't realize i was crying.

Minghao passed away 2 years ago. His condition got worse. His family said that he wanted to go back here and meet me so badly that he wouldn't take his medication. So, the stage of his cancer went higher. When i heard about the news, i cried for a whole entire week. I questioned myself why he was gone. I thought that he would come back, and we would do stupid things together, but he's gone.

"you lied to me, you punk. You pinky promised me that you'll recover and come back here. You left me. You broke the promise." i bitterly chuckled. "but, it's not your fault. Maybe it was just meant to be that way. Thank you so much for saving my life countless times, and for making me laugh with your goofiness. Thank you for being a shoulder i could cry on. Thank you for being my bestfriend, and for making me fall for you. You made me realize that i did still love jun. I love you minghao. Goodbye" i said wiping the tears off my face as i fixed the sunflowers.

I wanted to visit the lake we always went to, so i did. Once i reached it, i felt his presence. It feels like he's hugging me. My tears streamed down again. I closed my eyes and tried to feel him. "minghao, are you here?" i asked hoping for an answer. The breeze suddenly blew to my face.

I laughed. "yah, you punk you ruined my hair. Now i know you're really here" i said smiling. "did you see the sunflowers i bought for you?" the trees brushed against eachother.

"wah, you got powers hao" i chuckled to myself. "i miss you so much. I love you, punk. Goodbye" i said for the last time. I turned around and was about to leave when someone hugged me.

I turn around. It was him. He looked happy but he looked like he missed me. I hug him tighter. "m-minghao? Is this really you?" he felt real. He nodded. We let go of eachother. "it's me, yeri." he said with his soft voice. I smiled. "h-how did you get here??" i asked him confused.

"i just wanted to hug you and talk to you, just for a little time. I miss you so much yeri. I miss seventeen too." he said holding my hands. "thank you for letting me go, hao. You were right. Jun was the one for me." i said hugging him. But i didn't feel him anymore. All i felt was air and he disappeared. I suddenly was not at the lake anymore, instead, i was closing my eyes, lying down.

"yeri"

"jagiya"

"yeri, wake up!" i opened my eyes. Jun? Why am i here at our home? Where's minghao? Wasn't i at the lake just a few seconds ago? I furrowed my eyebrows. "jun, why am i here? I was talking to minghao" i told him. He caressed my cheek. "jagi, you were just dreaming. After you went to the cemetery, you came back here and you immediately fell asleep."

I smiled. He visited me. "why are you smiling, yeri?" jun asked me holding my hands. "he showed himself to me. He came back" i hugged him. He hugged me back. "i'm happy for you, yeri. I know that he misses you so much just like how we miss him."

Jun left the room and i layed in our bed. I was staring at the ceiling. Thank you for showing yourself to me, hao. Even though we just talked for a while, but it felt real. I miss you, goodbye.

Awwwww this is the last chapter~ guysssss. I will miss you :((( but! Hehe, if you want to read more of my crappy writing, *shameless plug* i will have a new book, "hate me, love me" a bts park jimin fanfic. The language will be mixed english and tagalog though, so that i could express more feelings. Anyhaooo, thank you so much for reading my book and stay tuned for the next one! I love you all, byeeeee! 💙

-author-nim🌹