Loving you

Chapter 52

Adriano's Pov:

She's...she's....no.... I look at her eyes that are closed and Antonio standing next to me crying. I cry myself...this is all my fault. My breathing became uneven and I try to swallow

"Alice...Alice...your okay baby...your okay" I cry while applying pressure to her wound. I know she's not gone, she can't be. I see Dmitri at the corner of my eye and my soul is filled with rage, I look at him and scream

"YOU DID THIS!" I look with anger in my eyes

"It wasn't me..." He says softly

"Adriano! Alice! I'll deal with that mothefucker later, take Alice to the hospital" Antonio says but I stare at Dmitri with hate

"NOW ADRIANO! DO YOU WANT MY SISTER TO DIE?! YOU TAKE HER NOW OR I WILL AND YOU WILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN!" He screams at me and he's right.

"Luciano get the car" I tell him and he sprints out

"Its going to be okay baby, I got you. I won't ever leave you again" I whisper to her while stroking her beautiful hair.

I pick her up in my arms softly hoping she isn't hurting. Her body is so cold but I know she isn't gone yet...she can't be. This isn't how this ends, I found my Angela but fell in love all over again with Alice. Only some people get to experience to fall in love all over again and I would gladly do it again. I just want her to be safe.

She'll be okay, we get in the car and there is so much blood but I don't panic because I know she'll be okay. I feel so helpless, usually I'm in control with my own life and the people around it but this... this I know isn't one of them. We drive at high speed not caring about what else is happening around us. I can see her struggling because her fingers moved a bit, that's a good sign.

"Hold on baby, hold on we're almost there. Hang on okay. I can't live without you, please please hang on for me" I say while holding her small hands in mine

"How's she doing back there?" Luciano asks me

"She's doing fine, your doing fine" I whisper to her, to be honest my heart is racing. I'm scared...I don't want to loose her again. I lost her once, I'm not going to afford to loose her again.

We arrive to the hospital and luckily one of our family doctors were there, which is good...no questions would be flying around and the cops wont get involved. I place her on one of the hospital beds and she was rushed to the surgery room. I follow them but get stopped by the nurse, telling me I can't be in there with her. She might need me though...she needs me... I need her. I try to argue with the nurse but then Luciano held me back.

"Adriano I am as worried as you but if you want to see Alice quicker we gotta stay here man" He says

"She needs me Luciano. She needs me there to be by her side, I promised never to leave her again" I tell him in distress

"I know but she needs to fight this battle on her own, it's her choice and Gods if she's coming back to us or not" He says and hugs me

"Your right...but she's coming back. She's Angela, she'll always come back. She came back to me after all those years, she'll come back to me again. I can't loose her again Luciano" I cry, this is not like me. She makes me feel emotions that I haven't felt ever, my heart hurts every time the image of her getting shot. It hurts that I was so close but couldn't do anything. I sigh in frustration and take out my phone to call Antonio.

"Antonio" I say waiting for his response

"Where is she? You took her to the hospital right? Is she okay? What did the doctor say? She must be in surgery. Tell me which hospital your at" He asks or more of demands