Chenzel: WHEN THE MOMENT EXPLODES

Chapter 19

Enjoy! Just a little important update.. I really appreciate all the love. And so ever happy you guys enjoy it.. , but I will post it when it's done and ive read it thoroughly. Usually I do try to post every day or every other day. Just a heads up. Again, thanks so much for your love and support! No pressure please!😊👌 Ship on! #chenzel
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That night, Cara slept soundly, in Idina's spare room. Unlike idina, who was awake leaning against her kitchen counter top holding a glass of wine in her hand.

Thoughts kept her awake. She couldn't sleep. Thoughts about love, about Kristin, everything. It was happening. This is real. Idina found herself start humming a song called 'both sides now'. She realized the lyrics that really  struck her in a way it never had before. "I looked at love, from both sides now, from up and down, still somehow. It's life's illusions that I recall...I really don't know love..at all." She sang in the quiet house. She wish she could understand this love this feeling for Kristin. Was it really love? The thoughts were keeping her up late. Feeling worried, feeling fear, or even 'what if''s.

"Okay." The brunette said to herself, pouring the rest of her wine down the sink. She went and curled up in her bed. Cuddling up with the pillows and sheets. Slowly closing her eyes. Until after a few moments, she opened them again to notice the picture of her and Kristin on her bedside table. It was one of the first pictures they took together, on open night of wicked. She sighed and closed her eyes, hoping to get some sleep before the sun rises.

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"Good morning mentzel", the sister smiled, pouring some coffee.

"Morning cara. How'd you sleep?"

"Really well  thanks, wow! It's snowing out there!" She walked over to the large windows looking over a few streets of NYC.

"Yeah.." Idina smiled to herself, "it started last weekend. But didn't for the rest of the week. Maybe we'll have a white season this year."

"Very nice. Colorado gets a whole lot of snow too."

"I bet." Idina smirked, sipping some coffee.

"Hey, it's a special day today!"

"Hmm, what?" Idina slyly smiled.

"Silly! It's your performance day. Downtown at one of the theatres."

"Yes, it is." Idina smirked gulping down her coffee.

"Woah! Sis, what happens if you chug that caffeine down and then go on stage singing like a chipmunk so high on caffeine? You know it's a drug right?"

"Oh shut up, cara." Idina laughed, lightly smacking her.

"So what are you singing?"

"Well....", idina thought, knowing exactly what she was planning.

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