Chenzel: WHEN THE MOMENT EXPLODES

Chapter 61 ALWAYS STARTING OVER

. Idina had saved her life. She heard the blonde's sweet voice blood curling scream, before everything went black. The rushes of the harsh air had suddenly vanished to the women. The figures quickly slipped out as well, disappearing from the scene.

Kristin sat beside idina, who was now bleeding and lying on the floor in pure shock. Kristin cried hard. Her emotions exploded, she gently cupped her face with her shaky hands. "No....no idina.." She sobbed.

"I told you, I-I won't l-let you g-get h-hurt."-"Oh idina." Kristin cried, softly touching her cheek. She sat up and screamed. "HELP! HELP!!"

Everything was silent. Except for the soft heavy breaths of idina. The warmth of her hands, made her look down at her skin covered in red liquid.

"oh my god, I'm going to get help."

"N-no...d-don't.." Idina grabbed Kristin's arm, shakingly. The blonde cried, "b-but you n-need a d-doctor."

"N-no..I-I need y-you.".."I-I love you."

"Idina! IDINA! Don't do this. I love you so much. Please! Stay with me. Please!!" Kristin screamed, tears streaming down her cheeks. She gently kissed her lips and and held her hand tighty.

Idina's lips softly formed the littlest smile, as her eyes began to close.

"Idina! Idina please."

"F-For good?" Idina whispered.

Kristin tried to hide her deathly sobs, holding her breath. "For g-good. Always." She gently caressed idina's face, as the emotions boiled inside of her. She felt her heart shatter inside, into millions of pieces. Idina sighed softly before her hand slowly loosened around Kristin's. The blonde cried out and screamed. She screamed and screamed, too weak to get up. She begged so much to save her. She tried pulling herself up, but fell with a hard thump against the ground. She had lost her strength. The blonde curled up against idina and sobbed hard. She screamed out for help, but her voice had grown weak. It was rascally and hurt. She could hardly speak. (Kristin's pov) I guess there are moments like these that hurt the most. The ones that hit you in the gut and never go away. I always remember what it felt like when I was in the hospital. I thought, ill always remember this moment because it hurt. It was painful. Dreadful. Something that just stays with you. But I was wrong. THIS. was painful. This was horrible. When I thought about how much it hurt in the hospital that day. I thought ten. But again, I was wrong. As much as it physically hurt then. This hurt so much more. I always knew heartbreak would hurt like hell. But this. This was beyond worse. This was my ten. My true one terrible ten. I admit, losing the love of your life. Hurts like hell. And nothing could compare. (3rd pov)

After a few moments; as her threatening sobs decayed, She softly whispered a prayer. "Dear god, i know you're busy." Her words began to fade into soft cried.b-but please let her l-live. P-please, that's all I ask. I love her so much. I I- cant live without her. I-I love h-her. Amen." Kris whispered, gently briefly idina's hand.(kris pov) "I love y-you...so ..much." I lay with her. As the coldness rushed around us. I was sure our fingers had been blue. My head snuggled into her chest. Tears running down my cheeks as her own went pale. "H-help u-us." My voice cried out once more, before falling under darkness and into deep unconsciousness. I would've given anything to save her. Just as she did for me. She saved my life. Idina ....idina truly did ..love me. And ..now ...she's gone.

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Are we always starting over?