There's A Hope Waiting In The Dark

Chapter 9

A/N : THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT!!! Read at your own risk. Happy reading.

I woke up the next morning just how I went to sleep, wrapped in Logan's embrace. I managed to turn onto my other side so I could lay my head on his chest. When I turned around Logan was awake but very sleepy still.

"Good morning babe." I whispered kissing his cheek.

Tightening his arms around me he said "Good morning to you beautiful." I snuggle into his chest and we drifted into this half awake, half asleep state. It was great. Fifteen minutes later Logan broke the silence.

"You want pancakes Jess? I want pancakes." He said kissing my hair.

"W-what? You're so weird!" I said laughing into his neck, giving him a kiss on neck.

"What I want pancakes!" He said smiling down at me.

"Well then sure I want pancakes." I said laughing again.

We got up and walked down to the kitchen and made pancakes together. We ended up burning a pancake because we were a little busy making out but none the less we took it out of the pan and let it cool before throwing it away. Next thing I know Logan has ripped the burnt pancake into pieces and starts throwing them at me.

"Really Logan?! Do you want me to finish these pancakes?" I said pointing the spatula at him.

"I do but I want you to love me while you do it." He said smirking while walking over to kiss me again. Shit I forgot I was in his shirt and the lingerie still. Fuck fuck fuck.

"Well I'm try to not burn the pancakes. I love you now go get some orange juice or something." I said swatting him away.

After we ate pancakes we went back up to his room to chill out and watch tv, I mean neither of us really had somewhere else to be. I ended up staying in the lingerie just caused teasing him is really fun. I walked around the room to pick something up and I could hear him tense up or grunt. All I would do is laugh and smile innocently at him.

I know I'm going to have to tell Logan about Tony but I don't want him to go a-wall about it. He'll get super pissed off and will go after him and he can't do that. I'll tell him later though, hopefully.

"Jess I'm serious, change out of the lingerie. You're literally killing me." He said showing me his puppy face. I crawled up from the bottom of the bed and straddled his lap leaning to his ear.

"Well maybe I don't wanna change, and maybe I'm trying to kill you." I said biting his ear, then kissing his neck.

"Jessica, stop." He said moaning, throwing his head back, grabbing my hips.

"Mmm I don't want to." I said as I started to grind on him looking up at the ceiling.

"Babygirl are you sure about this? We've only been together for a short amount of ti-" he said before I pushed my finger to his lips.

"Hush. I'm more sure than anything else before. My life the past few months have been complete and utter shit. The only thing that has made it tolerable is you; and I'd like to repay you for it." I said halting all motion, looking into his eyes.

"What if I don't want you to repay me? What if I want to repay you for helping me after the band broke up?" He said pulling on my waist when he said you.

"What if you repay me now and I'll repay you tonight?" I said leaning down to kiss him.

"Mmm I think I like that idea." He said smiling into the kiss.

"Thought you would." I said starting to grind on him again. God was he hard as a rock.

"Whoa now. I'm repaying you babygirl." He said flipping us over so he was on top.

"God Jess I can't handle how beautiful your body is. It's just so perfect." He said running a hand down the side of my body.

"Stay right here and don't move." He said kissing me.

"B-but Logannnnnn." I whined, as he got off the bed walking over to his dresser.

"Someone's being impatient." Logan said in a low voice as he pulled out a condom.

At this moment I froze. This has seriously got to be a dream. There is no way I'm going to have sex with my literal favorite person in the world. And he actually wants me. I don't think this could get anymore perfect.

"Jess you okay?" A puzzled Logan said standing by the side of the bed, looking at me from head to toe.

"Y-yeah, just can stand how adorable you are." I said smiling.

"Good cause I can't wait to jump into you. Literally." He said jumping on top of me kissing me with everything he has, letting his hands wonder every inch of me.

"God babygirl let's get this lingerie off that beautiful body of yours." He said letting his lips fall down my neck, and his hands wondering down to the bottom of my top.

"Shit Logan you're mouth does wonders." I moaned into his ear.

"That's not all it does Jess." He said ripping my top off and sliding my thong to my ankles.

"L-Logan holy shit." I moaned into his kiss.

"Babygirl your so tight. God damn Jess." Logan spoke barely being able to talk, as he moved in and out of me. I let my hands wonder his hair and dug my nails more and more into his back, making him moan in pleasure.

"Holy shit Jess I'm close, how you doin?" He asked moving faster and harder.

"God Logan I'm already there!" I screamed.

"Wait Jess hold on for me." He said, it took all I had to wait for him to climax, more like impossible.

"God Jess now, release Jess!" He said moaning in pleasure as he reached his climax.

"Oh fuck Logan I-I- holy shit." Was all I could moan as I climaxed, ripping my nails into Logan's back. Logan leaned down to kiss me as we came down from our climaxes. Might I add it was the best sex I've ever had.

"Jess I'm not even gonna lie that was the best sex I have ever had." Logan exclaimed, it's like he reads my thoughts; as he rolled on to the bed beside me.

"I was just thinking the same thing." I said smiling, rolling over to snuggle into his chest.

"I love you Jess." He said kissing my hair.

"I love you Logan." I said kissing his neck. All I remember after that is hearing Logan hum a tune and I was fast asleep, like a baby.

A/N: Hey guys! This chapter was really hard to write. Like extremely hard, I cringed like crazy. For someone who is a virgin, and only reads smut on Wattpad I think I did pretty well. I might not hold back as much next time...

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