There's A Hope Waiting In The Dark

Chapter 8

Let's say things got very heated very quickly and right as we were about to have sex someone knocked on the door.

"Damn it." Logan grunted laying me on my back, kissing me before getting up. He still had his boxers on, and his hair was a mess it looked like he had been asleep.

"Stay here and don't move." He said, kissing me then standing up to see who was at the door. I reached down to the floor and put his shirt on laying back down onto my back buttoning it up. Who the hell knocks on someone's door at 11 pm?

I heard Logan ask who he was, and what he wants but the man on the outside sounded angry. Logan asked him to leave, but the man wasn't having it. Logan neighbor who's front door is very close to Logan's walked out side and also asked the man to leave or she'd call the cops.

"You're waking my children, if you don't leave I'll make you deal with 8 month old triplets, then call the cops!" She said raising her voice. Damn if I was him I'd run.

A few minutes later I heard a car door slam shut and Logan closed the door quietly, locked it up, set the alarm, and walked over to me.

"Jess, do you know a Tony Walker?" He said sitting next to me, grabbing my hand.

"I-I d- W-Why?" Was all I get out. Logan immediately knew something was wrong and pulled into his embrace.

"Is this man bad? Did he hurt you?" A voice full of nothing but concern, coming from Logan.

"Yes, Logan p-please d-don't ev-." I said choking back tears. He put his finger to my lips and cupped my face with his left hand and massaged the back of my head with his right.

Flashback

" hey sweetheart how are you?" He said is the most seductive voice possible.

"I-I'm fine.. C-Can you not be s-so close?" I stuttered and mumbled.

"Oh baby doll the funs only getting started." Jason's uncle Tony whispered in my ear.

Later that night after that little discussion Tony and I had, I told Jason and he wasn't even mad. He tried to explain to me that his uncle didn't really mean anything, that I would be fine spending the night. After Jason fell asleep I laid my head on his shoulder half asleep I felt a presence in the home the suddenly I was picked up into strong arms. I knew the scent of cigarettes all too well. It was Tony and I wanted to jump and scream for Jason but I knew it'd only hurt me in the long run so I pretended to be asleep.

He carried me down into the basement and placed me a bed I think and I heard him whisper " God I can't wait to fuck this pretty little body." I immediately wanted to scream and run but I didn't honestly know where I was or what he would do if I tried escaping. So I again faked being a sleep. He ran his hands up my legs and up my dress until he reached my underwear, he then pulled them down, spread my legs, and raped me. I passed out from being disgusted and having a anxiety attack, and when I woke up I was back asleep next to Jason in a different position.

End Flashback

"Jessica? Are you okay? Jess?" Logan said looking livid but sad at all once.

"You were about to have a anxiety attack." He said this time pulling my head into his chest which laid me on top of him but this was in no way sexual. He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back.
God how does he know? His cologne, his warmth, I can't stand how much I love when he comforts me. From the moment I laid my head on his shoulder on the dock and felt the sadness streaming through his body, and he laid his head back on mine, comforting me when he needed it more, makes me go crazy. He didn't even know me, or what I had been through but, he was kind enough to put my emotions before his.

"What are you thinking about Jess?" Logan asked playing with my hair while looking down at me stared off into the tv that indeed was still paused on Jeff Dunham.

I looked up at Logan and could barely get a sentence out. "You're so selfless, you do everything for me before you even think about yourself." I said looking into his huge chocolate eyes.

Earning a smile from his lips, as he looks down at me and says " Jessica, I will always put you first. You're my first priority now. I will do anything to insure your happiness." Those words fell from his lips as his lips fell to connect with mine. The fireworks never end with him.

"And when your ready to talk about that crazy ass dude, we can talk. But I don't want you to have an anxiety attack." He said holding my chin making sure I looked him in the eyes.

"Okay.." I said offering him a soft smile. "I-I think I should go to bed." I said kissing him on the cheek and standing up from the couch. As I was walking up the stairs Logan's eyes following my every move. I mean I'm walking up the stairs in the dark I can't really see them, but I know he's watching.

"Babe?" Logan calls out.

"Yes?" I said looking over the balcony from the top of the stairs.

"I'm going to New York next week, and I really want you and that really sexy lingerie to come too." He said growing a smirk.

"I'll think about it." I say.

"Great. Are you sure you don't want to finish the movie with me?" He asked.

"No I think I'm just gonna go to bed. I've had my feel of today." I say blowing him a kiss and walking into my bedroom closing the door.

I laid there crying trying to find a way to tell Logan without him getting insanely angry. Although, if I tell him I'm not to get angry he would take the hint and not be as aggressive in front of me. I basically cried myself to sleep when I wake up, I guess a couple hours cause the alarm clock says 3 am. There was only a couple more minutes left to the movie, I really wanted to sleep in Logan's embrace tonight. More than ever.

I heard footsteps up the stairs. They sounded heavy like someone was sleep walking. I then heard the bedroom door open and Logan sleepily whisper " Jess are you okay?". I really wanted to giggle but I was still sleepy myself. I just laid there hoping he would come lay with me, and as I wished I heard the door close and him slip under the covers behind me. He moved so he was laying behind me pulling me into his arms, his head laid behind mine, his arms wrapped around my stomach and waist. Nothing could be more perfect than a sleepy Logan coming to comfort me. I then drifted off into a more peaceful sleep.

A/N : Hey guys! I wanted to tell you "Fixing Myself" is officially published! I really want you guys to read it! ❤️As always I hope you guys are wonderful ❤️ ALSO I will be updating Tuesdays,Fridays, and possibly Saturdays! I'm working on another fanfic-ish book. And couple others but I have yet to decide if I will publish them.