There's A Hope Waiting In The Dark

Chapter 27

The next morning when I woke up Logan still had his arms wrapped around me and he was still snuggled into the crook of my neck. After sometime I managed to turn around and snuggle into his embrace. Logan's arms lay loosely around me since I did so much moving. I was half asleep again before I felt Logan's arms feel behind me when he woke up and though I was gone. When he pulled his arms closer to him he realized I was just right here. I felt his arms relax and him wrap his arms tightly around me.

"It's not a dream Logan, she's right here. It's fine." I heard him whispering to himself. I shuffled around and put my face into the crook of his neck and kissed it lightly.

"It feels like a dream to me too." I said before I kissed his neck again.

"Jess you have no idea. I thought last night was a dream. Everything was a dream. I thought you were gone, again, for good. I can't live like that again." He said holding me as tight as he could. "I'm so so sorry. I will do anything humanly possible for you if that means you'll give me another chance." He begged as I felt his tears on my shoulder.

"We'll talk about it later. Right now all I want is for you to hold me." I said looking him in his eyes now. I tried to fix his messy hair but it was no use, cause it was too messy. He groaned and pulled my arms to where they were wrapped around his shoulders.

"I missed your hands in my hair." He said seductively.

"And I've missed your lips on mine. But look what I haven't got." I said pulling away before he pulled me back and kissed me with everything in him. My hands by default went back into his hair, pulling and tugging what I could. He moved on top of me and moved his hands all over my body while grinding over me.

"Logan." I breathed out.

"Jess, I can't control myself around you." Logan said resting his forehead on mine.

"We can't do this. Not yet. We're too broken for this right now." I said pulling him down to hug him.

"I know. I just can't control it. I love you so much. I never want to let you go." Logan said kissing my neck.

"Mhmm." I moaned. "When does your flight leave? I've got a dance show in two days, you should come." I said trying to get Logan to stop kissing my neck. I guess you get what you ask for.

"Later today. And I would love to." He said going back to kiss down my neck and to my chest.

"What did I just say?" I asked not wanting to push him off of me, but him wanting to know we're truly too broken for this.

"You have a dance show in two days and you want me to come. And when my flight left." He said.

"Logan. Look at me." I said and he picked his head up from my chest.

"I love you to death. I really do. But we are too broken for this right now. I want it. I do. But we need to fix us first." I said running my hands in his hair.

"Okay. Whatever you want I'll do. Long as it insures that you're mine forever." He spoke softly.

"You're precious." I said laughing and cupping his face. Logan rolled off of me and got out of bed looking at the night stand.

"What?" I asked rolling over to try and see what he was looking at.

"Carson isn't very happy with y-" he said before I interrupted.

"OH MY GOD CARSON!" I said jumping out of the bed almost falling on my face to grab my phone. "She's going to kill me Logan." I said unlocking my phone to call her.

"ARE YOU OKAY J? YOU DIDN'T COME BACK TO THE HOTEL AND I DIDN'T KNOW IF YOU WERE WITH LOGAN OR IF YOU EVEN GOT TO SEE HIM AND IM SO WORRIED." A very worried Carson screamed through the phone. I glanced over at Logan who was mouthing "I'm sorry." at me. I gave him a soft smile before he walked out of the room.

"Carson I'm fine everything's fine. I'm with Logan. It was a very eventful and tearful night. We were both so tired from crying we passed out. I'm sorry." I spoke softly hoping Logan wouldn't hear.

"Oh thank god. Can someone come get me cause our flight leaves in a few hours and I don't want to walk around Mexico by myself." Carson spoke through the phone.

"We'll come get you. Just give me like twenty minutes to get dressed and such." I said back to her.

"Okay... thank you! I'll see you in a bit. Byeeeeee" Carson said just before she hung up on me before I could reply. Ugh... that's my best friend!

I walked out of the room and saw Logan sitting on the couch with his phone in his hand. I walked over to him and straddled his lap causing him to throw his phone on the other side of the couch and grab my hips. He pulled me down for a kiss before he spoke.

"Jess, you are very confusing." He said laughing and kissing just below my ear.

"Mmm Carson wants us to go get her, our flight leaves in a few hours and I'm not leaving my best friend alone in Mexico again. So let's go get her." I said getting off him. Logan's face was priceless.

"You're such a tease. That wasn't even fair." He said getting up following me back to the bedroom.

"I'm sorry." I said shrugging and smirking at him as he started walking closer to me.

"I'll get you back and then we'll see how you like it." He said as my back hit the wall trapping me.

"Tease me and we'll see how soon you get sex." I said trailing my hands down his chest to his stomach and pushing him back lightly.

"Ugh, fine. Let's go get Carson." He said grabbing my hand.

"Logan I can't go out like this. I look like a rat." I said motioning to myself.

"A very sexy rat." He said making me scoff. "What? You called yourself a rat. It doesn't matter what species you are. You're still going to be adorable and sexy to me." He said making me roll my eyes and laugh.

"At least let me brush my hair... and borrow a hoodie?" I asked.

"Fine... brush is in the bathroom and I'll grab one of my hoodies." He said and I walking in the bathroom to brush my hair when I did I put on his hoodie and some joggers because it was raining.

"I love you in my clothes." Logan whispered in my ear when we got in the elevator as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you when you're not horny." I said laughing intertwining our fingers.

"I'm only horny cause you won't give me nothing." He said back.

"I'm not having sex. I love you and I know that I know you better than this. But I don't want us to get back together and it be because we want sex."

"Jess I wouldn't get with you again just for sex. That I know you know. I cried in your arms last night begging you not to leave me again. I won't deny that I'm craving to fuck you senseless right now. But that's because I haven't felt this level of love and attraction for years. I miss you and I want to make it up to you." He said pulling me closer to him as the elevator opened. We walked quietly to the car, Logan opened the door for me and when he got in I stared at him.

"I love you." I said simply. He turned to look at me and kissed me passionately. When we broke apart breathless that's when he replied.

"I love you so much, Jess. I will crawl to the ends of the earth if that'll make you mine forever." He said looking at me with begging eyes.

"I know you would. You've just got to give me time to process it all again." I said grabbing his hand.

"Carson's going to be pissed." He said cranking the car and driving towards the hotel after I gave him directions.

A/N: GUYS!!! I've had this chapter pre-wrote since December! I just haven't published it because I haven't put it through Grammarly. But I just read through it and fixed a couple things, if there are an errors forgive me, when I get my WiFi fixed I'll put it through there. But here's a chapter for all my loves ❤️❤️ I missed you guys... I hope to be updating a lot more this year after I can stop focusing on school.