There's A Hope Waiting In The Dark

Chapter 11

" Thank you for your statement. The next step is for you both to file a restraining order and update any alarm systems you have here." The policeman said.

"Thank you and your team for helping out, its graciously, appreciated." Logan said as he shook the man's hand.

Logan and I walked over to his neighbor, the one with triplets, and thanked her for calling the cops.

"Elizabeth you're amazing, thank you so much for doing that." Logan said, rubbing the back if his neck.

"It's not a problem when I heard her scream for you she sounded terrified and I knew it had to be that weird guy, I'm just glad I happened to be home tonight!" Elizabeth said.

"I am incredibly thankful for that, I'm sorry if I woke the triplets." I said hanging my head low.

"Oh no honey don't apologize, they are at Grandma's house tonight."

"Thank you again Elizabeth, I need to get her inside its pretty late," Logan said.

Logan walked me back inside and held me in his lap on the couch for a good 45 minutes before either of us spoke.

"Jess I want you to come to New York with me."

"Logan, I have work and I hate when you pay my way for everything. You know that." I told him, I'm not really in the mood for fighting him right now.

"Jess... I'm going to New York to buy an apartment. I'm moving to New York and I want you to move with me." He said holding my chin up so he could search my eyes for an answer.

"Please Jess. I don't want to leave you here, and I'm not going to. But I have to move to New York. I think it would benefit the both of us." He said then kissed my forehead.

"L-Logan.. I don't know. My parents are here, my family are here. And I don't like the cold. Even though my sister lives there and it'd be nice to see her." I said. I truthfully don't know. I really do hate the cold. I can't stand it. I'd rather die from heat than the cold.

"Jess, you never talk to them baby. Every time you see them they treat you like shit. We'll go somewhere warm during the winter if we have too. You need a break, I need a break. Please come with me to New York. I want to live the rest of my life with you Jessica." He said rubbing my back. I stared into those chocolate eyes and seen he was tearing up. There's no way Logan can be attracted to me. I'm disgusting and no where near his level, physically, socially, or mentally.

"Jess what are you thinking? You're thinking really hard." Logan asked with full concern.

"How did I end up with you? I can't process it. My piece of shit boyfriend shattered me, Nickelodeon shattered me days before, I run away, and find you. The one person I've had a crush on longer than I can remember, and you like me back. Situations like this don't just happen Logan. It's driving me insane because I feel like I'm going to wake up one day and it'll all be a dream, and I won't wake up next to you." I said crying burying my face into his neck. He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back.

"Stop fighting it Jess. It's real. You have me. 100%. You're mine, and I don't plan on leaving. Ever. I need you to trust that. The universe put us in each others lives for a reason baby. Karma will come after you if you try to go against it." It was after he said this that I started to think about it. Why would we both end of heart broke and find each other, if we weren't meant to fix each other?

"Maybe we were put together to heal each other. But what about after we're healed?" I hate the fact that I have trust issues. It fucking sucks. I was broken by many ex's. Many many times. So I locked up my heart.

"Jess I'm not leaving. If you begged me to leave I wouldn't. Because you're healing me, you're sticking with me through my lowest point in my life. If you can be with me through this you can be with me forever. I would love nothing more than to call you mine forever." He said kissing my neck before whispering an "I love you." in my ear.

"I love you too." I said and held on to him like my life depended on it. I love being wrapped in his arms. It's my favorite thing ever. Or rolling over and him kissing my forehead in the morning. We sat in quite rocking back and forth on the couch for what felt like forever but just as I was about to fall asleep his whispered " So what do you say Jess? Move to NYC with me."

I sat up and looked him in the eyes, my arms around his neck and just stared into his eyes. "How bad do you want me to go?" I asked.

"I honestly don't know what I'll do if you say no. So a lot. More than I want anything else." He said pulling me in for a kiss. I broke away and smiled.

"Then I guess I can't deny. Just know if we do this you're stuck with me. Forever." I said making sure he knows what he's getting in to.

"Like I said, I'd love nothing more." He said picking me up and carrying me upstairs to the bedroom. To our bed. God I love the sound of that. Logan and I's house, our room, our kitchen. I can't wait to get used to this.

A/N: Hey everyone! Sorry this chapters a little short I wrote it yesterday during Physics 😂 I need some motivation. Send me some motivation for this book. I'm struggling, I know how I want to end this book. But I'm not ending it before 45 chapters.. so y'all send me help.

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