Chapter 8: Nicole's View

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     I stare at the 6 strangers and on my doorstep as they tell me that they are in a gang with Kaya

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     I stare at the 6 strangers and on my doorstep as they tell me that they are in a gang with Kaya. I look at Kaya and she is silent. “Why didn't you tell us?” Christina asks. “Because I know that you guys will want to be in a gang too and I don't want that.” Kaya says. I roll my eyes at her in disbelief. “Was Dromo in a gang too?” I glare at her. “Wait, you know Dromo?” The guy, holding the child asks. “Of course she does, I was with that dude for a year.” Kaya says. She looks back at me and nods. “He is in our rival gang though.” Kaya says, as if I'm gonna even know a difference between the stupid gangs. “Okay, well what are your names?” Christina asks everyone. Everyone goes around introducing each other and everything starts to make sense. Kaya's mother would come here all the time if she thought that Kaya was always here. Her mother knows that she isn't at my house all of the time.

    When the gang left, I made Kaya go with them. She was lying to me. She was always saying she was at “home” when she wasn't. It explains where she gets all the drugs from and how she can afford it. It just really pisses me off that she was lying to Christina and I the entire time. Christina wasn't as bothered by this as I was. Infact, Christina got along really well with the Sunghoo chick, it bothered me.

    The next day at school, Kaya was trying to suck up to me the entire time. I kept lying to her and telling her that I forgive her,when we all know that I don't. I will forgive her eventually, just not now. She was lying to Christina and I for years and I was always feeling bad for Kaya. I always got in fights with my parents because I thought Kaya was gonna kill herself if she stayed at home so I kept trying to get her to stay with us. But the truth is, I know that even with the gang around Kaya, she would kill herself with any chance that she got. She is that depressed.

   The thing about Kaya, Christina, and I, is that no matter how much we fight, we still are always there for eachother. Kaya will be the end of me and I already know that.

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