Deep Confessions

Chapter 17: Maxxies View

    I decided to join everyone and stop being a party pooper. I was dancing with a girl, half naked and I didn't even know her name. I let her grind up on me after I informed her that I was gay. She didn't mind and she was basically my buddy all night.

   We raided the parents closet, picking out the funniest clothes we could find and tried them on. She wore the boy clothes and I wore the girls clothes. Most of the clothes didn't fit us, but we didn't mind. She was a hilarious girl and I later found out that her boyfriend cheated on her right before I found her. We got revenge on him by spray painting his car and shitting on his yard. For a second, she made me forget about loving Ember because I know he doesn't love me back and that's okay.

       Ember and I basically didn't speak all night. He was busy with Aiden. Miranda, the girl that I had met had told me that Ember wasn't worth my time because he had interest in someone else, which I was fine with because hanging out with Miranda made me realize that I don't need a man, all I need is friends. Ember and I were better off as friends.

      Christina was worried about Kaya all night and refused to have fun. She would get angry when people sprayed her with anything, she refused to talk to anyone, and she was on her phone the entire time, probably messaging Kaya. I tried multiple times to get her to dance with me but she was annoyed that I even wanted to talk to her. I didn't let her get to me either.

     The entire time at the party, a girl was watching me. I had never seen her before and her presence gave me the creeps. I wasn't a fan of her constantly following me around, but I knew that it was a one time thing so I let it happen. She didn't talk to anyone the entire time and just watched Miranda and I have fun.