On Monday at school, Terry kept flirting with me. I know that i can use this to my advantage.
Although I know it is wrong to take advantage of people, it's their fault for falling for me.
"Terry, i have to ask..." I say, pulling him aside in the hallway during passing period. "Yes?" He smiles warmly, fiddling with his fingers. "Do you have a crush on me?" I ask. He stares at me, shocked that those words came out of my mouth. He silently nods his head, not looking at me.
A mischievous smile flashes across my face. I quickly hide it before Terry sees it. I didnt know what to say to him. I do know i need to play along though, as much as i dont want to.
I kiss him on the cheek, trying my hardest to act like im attracted to him and not repulsed by the fact that im kissing a guy. I have never been attracted to men. Its not that i am homophobic.. i just am not attracted to men and I'm disgusted by the thought of hooking up with one.
When Terry and I go our separate ways, heading to our classes, i felt happiness radiating from Terry's body. Of course I felt bad, but he's just another pawn in my game.
I do have to try to keep this hidden from Kaya though. Because i can't have her thinking i all of a sudden am not intrested in her and like Terry instead. Yes, she hooks up with other people, even though me and her have a little thing going on.. but im not like that. She wont even admit that there is something special between us. She will never stop from being in her own ways.
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