Bitter Sweet

Chapter 1

Chapter 1- Breakfast

Cadrian's Pov
"Aw crap...!" It was 5:03 am! I was later for my day to cook breakfast! It usually took two hours to prepare and breakfast was always at 6 am!
Luke is going to kill me...not to mention the rest of the pack...I am dead meat! Why me?!
I was currently laying on my small uncomfortable bed, In my room which was also just as uncomfortable and small.
I finally decided moping around in bed wasn't going to fix my life! So...i hopped out of my scratchy sheets I bought with all my savings so long ago. They were cheap and used but, they would last for a couple more years.
I quickly tried to run a brush through my black hair. I found that it was more than challenging. Ever since the "accident", I had been denied of good shampoo conditioner, and just about any other essential you could think of.
The lack of products to my ebony hair left it frizzy, tangled, and dull. So as you may have guessed my nights of tossing and turning, because of all the nightmares rendered it very unmanageable and frankly helpless.
I let myself daydream about the hair i used to have. Long, black, silky...I missed it. I missed it sooo much! It's been even worse than usual. Ever since my sister Kathrine and her vile friends held me down and unevenly hacked it off with saftey scissors last week.
The are jealous sluts. My wolf stated. I had to agree. My sister and her little friends will sleep with anything that breathes and they can cling to for the time being. Not to mention their choice of clothes. If you could even call what they wear as clothes. But jealous? What would they be jealous of?!
"Oh well..." I sighed to myself. Whats done is done. I pulled it up into a high ponytail. I was thankful that I could still pull all of it into a high ponytail though!! It was just gonna have to do I thought to myself.
I glanced at my malfunctioning alarm clock. Almost ten minutes had passed! "Dammit!" I was really late now!
I didn't want to be beat today...after all it was my birthday...
I splashed some warm water on my pale face and galloped down the stairs still trying to be quiet as not to wake some one...which would probably result in another beating.
I didn't even bother changing out of my sweat pants and raggedy old Tshirt. Why bother? No one would look at me any different if i wore nice clothes! If I had nice clothes...Im surprised that they even gave me the hand me downs!
Thats also why I never bothered with any makeup. Like my sister, Kathrine, said "Your too ugly for makeup anyway!" I believe her too. I really am helpless in the looks department!
When i finally bursted through the back door of the mess hall, where the kitchen was located...did my eyes deceive me? There in front of the stove stood Aaron, my best friend. He was cooking pancakes...It wasn't even his turn to cook for our pack!
"God, I love you!!" Before he could turn around i jumped on his back. I could tell he wasn't expecting it but he still caught me with ease.
Aaron was a very strong man. Not to mention he was hot! He had blonde hair and the darkest brown eyes I had ever seen! He was beautiful! He would make a good mate to a She-wolf someday.
I pushed those thoughts away. He was my best friend. My only friend.
Anyway! Me and Aaron were really close as you can probably tell! He was also in the same position within the pack as me. But they couldn't beat him. He was too strong for them. And this was all because of the stupid accident with our parents! It wasn't our fault but our pack seems to think so!
"Happy Birthday, Squirt!" Oh...his little nickname for me...Agh! He always said it with the cutest smile!
"Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!" I practically screamed with a quick peck to his cheek.
"Well its your birthday its the least I could do!" He let me down off of his back, almost reluctantly, but he knew as well as me, that it could never...EVER HAPPEN.
We both brushed it off and he continued to help me cook breakfast for the pack...Agh gotta love this kid!

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