Bitter Sweet

Chapter 11

Chapter 11 -Getting Away
As I sobbed I ran around the room like a chicken with its head cut off. I was throwing random items in my book bag. I fit as many items as I could in every pocket, still sobbing. I'm sure I looked friggen crazy. But I honestly didn't care.
My mate had rejected me.
My own mate.
How could he do this?
I mean he needed me more than I needed him!! He is the alpha after all and no alpha is complete without his Luna, by his side. He could mark another she-wolf but the grief that his wolf will feel...he won't last a month.
My dad always used to be kind of a gory person. Especially in his stories. He used to tell me this story about an Alpha. He was born to be alpha. He was a natural leader, strong, handsome. Everything an alpha should be.
He had taken the alpha position 3 moths before finding his mate. They fell in love. She got pregnant. The alpha didn't tell his pack or anyone else for that matter. And also never marked her.
At the time she was a rouge and rouges have always been looked down upon. In fear of being judged by the pack and his family, he kept them being mates, secret. Little did he know that another pack attacked one night. Killing only one soul, the alpha's pregnant mate. In his misery and confusion he marked another female within the pack.
His wolf was devastated and furious with the alpha.
His wolf slowly began to rip him apart from the inside out.
Not literally but he drove the alpha crazy enough to commit suicide. Which by the way is really hard to do since we heal faster than regular humans, especially alphas.
Can you believe my dad would tell me this as a bedtime story?!
As much as Luke wanted to deny it, He needed me. More than he knows.
I wish I could see him suffer.
But I needed to leave. I needed to leave for my own good.
It couldn't be to bad could it? I mean I was going to leave with my best friend!
As long as I had Aaron, everything will turn out just fine. Maybe I would fall in love with a human. Start a family with him. Or something...
But first thing's first. I had to get out of here.
"Aaron?" He had been watching me with worried eyes the whole time. "Can we leave sooner. Like right now?"
"The sooner the better." He replied as he lifted his own book bag up and slung it around his shoulder before jumping out my window.
I watched him fall to the ground and land with grace before looking back up at me and mouthing You Coming?
I held up my right index finger, indicating I would just be one minute.
He doesn't love us? Does he?
I wanted to cry at the sound of my wolf's cracking voice.
No he doesn't sweetie. I'm sorry.We will get through this. I love you, pup.
I love you too. I'm so sorry.
I felt my wolf crawl back into the dark corners of my mind.
With that I grabbed a sharp pocket knife and sliced open the index finger I had gestured with just seconds before.
I wanted this message to stick, to be forever imbedded in my pack's mind.
for once I was glad I had white walls.
I took care in spelling each letter out in my blood. In my best handwriting,
BYE BYE BITCHES
LOVE CADRIAN
I glanced at my work while sucking on my finger, licking away any traces of blood.
Just for a finishing touch I stabbed the knife into the wall, right beside my masterpeice.
I leapt out the window. Slightly stumbling when landing only to be caught by the one and only Aaron Wolfe, The rightful Beta of our former pack.