"Harry, are 'you' okay?" I immediately stood out of the bed being hurt.
"Ya I'm okay! Just nothing" he said while rushing out of the room.
"Har--" before I could stop him, he slammed the door close on me.
My eyes widened seeing his sudden & hurtful actions. My heart sunk. Tears almost pooled down my eyes but I decided to talk to Harry about it rather than crying behind his back.
I can't bare the pain given by him! And I need to break this habit of baring the pain and hurt. This is enough. I said this for a millionth time.
I immediately walked after Harry. He was in the kitchen, running his hands through his hair and being tensed.
"Harry! What type of behaviour is this!" I turned him towards me harshly.
"Go away!" He talked through his teeth.
"What?!"
"I said go away! Leave me alone!" He growled while slamming the water jug on the floor.
I jumped seeing his action and stepped back. My widened were staring the scattered pieces of glass on the floor.
"Fine...." I almost whispered in fear.
"Fine I'll leave...." tears rolled down my eyes while running fast out of the house.
I could feel him running his hands through his hair and sighing.
I immediately got out of his house without taking my belongings with me. I was empty handed when I stepped out of his house and started running away on the road, tears rolling down my eyes.
I am just born to suffer.
*Harry's POV*
I shouldn't have yell on her so badly. Ugh!!! I don't know what's happening to me. I wanna be near her but I can't forgive myself for leaving her alone for 2 years. I don't know what she has been through. It's all my fault. I should have controlled my anger and never let her leave.
I-I can't dare to go near her or let her love me cause I don't fucking deserve her. Every time I see her wounds I remember my promise of not letting anyone hurt her, including me. Don't know how but somewhere I am responsible for her condition.
I was supposed to protect her! First, she suffered through my rage, then suffered through Ash's revenge, then I kind of cheated on her, then I left her alone do live a hell life and I am responsible for it. Whatever it is, maybe if I was with her these years, she wouldn't have to suffer that pain.
She is such a big idiot. Why does she every time has to hide everything, every wound, pain and hurt from me. She has given me my family and a new and better life. She as all right to even take my life from me and I here am hurting her.
This is wrong.
She needs me and I love her more than she can imagine. I want to be with her every single second.
I need to go after her.
Realising what I just did, I called her. She wasn't picking the damn call. I was tensing due to it. I just hope she doesn't do something stupid and hurt herself.
I immediately ran upstairs in my room, removed my track pants and wore black tights. I again tried calling her.
Suddenly a phone started ringing somewhere near me. I frowned listening a familiar ringtone. I looked around and found Jane's phone in her bag which she left here.
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Treacherous
FanfictionHighest ranking in Harrystylesfanfiction #2 _______ "He almost choked me with his fucking hands!" Janessa winced. "Does he really love me?!" "He is just someone else when he is angry!" It's the story of Janessa when she moves to London from NYC for...