Treacherous

Chapter 34

"Harry....." I whispered to myself. My cheek was still burning and maybe it turned red. Harry's face became red and his blood was boiling. What kind of love is this? He says he loves me but doesn't behaves like that. He said he is improving himself but he is just a becoming worst day by day!

"Uuuuuuuugh!!!!" He suddenly walked to the wall in aggression and started punching it with all his energy. "Harry!!!" I screamed when I saw him in pain. His knuckles were bleeding he still didn't wanted to stop. "I hate myself!!!!!" He screamed and didn't stop punching the wall. I immediately rushed to him, held his arm and pulled him away from the wall.

"Go away Jane!!!" He pushed me back and again turned towards the wall. "Harry stop! Please! I beg!!" I started crying seeing him like that. His knuckles were torn and blood was dropping on the floor. The wall had his blood and his eyes were getting red. My eyes couldn't bare seeing that. His nerves were were popping out of his skin and with every punch his anger was increasing.

"Harry....." I sniffed, walked to him, turned him towards me and slapped him back very hard. "Enough!!!!!" I shouted on him while clenching. He didn't react on my slap but just stood there and tears started rolling down his eyes. Then he leaned to the wall and sat down on the floor.

"I can't change Jane! I'm a very cruel person! How can I harm you Jane? How!!!!" He yelled on himself and started sobbing. Seeing him like that my heart dropped in my stomach and goosebumps formed on my skin. I immediately went to him, sat between his legs, cupped my hands on face, stuck my face to his and closed my eyes.

"Sshhh! Calm down Harry! Hurting yourself isn't any solution of controlling your anger" I very quietly spoke while crying.

"You should leave Jane! I slapped you!" He pressed his eyes close and tears didn't stop coming out of his eyes.

"No I'm not leaving you in this condition" I leaned out a bit, took a look at him and shook my head. His face fell down towards the floor and he sniffed.

"Get out Jane! You are right! You shouldn't be with me! I don't deserve you! We shouldn't be together!!" His voice cracked.

"Harry.....please don't say like that! I was angry! I shouldn't have spoke all that! I'm sorry...."

"No!! You were right! I'm harmful to you! You should no longer feel for me! Go away!" He suddenly looked up at me and groaned.

"Let me choose what should I feel and what not! And for the last time, I'm not going to leave!" I talked through my teeth.

"JANE! GET THE FUCK OUT!!!" he pushed me away and screamed on me. "Get out! Out of my house and out of my life!!!" He added.

"Not until you don't need me!!!" I yelled back.

"I. Don't. Need. You!!!" He talked through his teeth and pointed me out.

"Then not until you mean it!"

"I mean it! Get out!"

"Not until I feel that you meant it! And even if I feel so! I won't leave! I won't leave you, Harry!!!"

"Jane!!!!" He was annoyed and more angry now. He looked at me for few seconds in anger then closed his eyes and leaned his head back on the wall. I again snuck inside his legs, wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his neck. I closed my eyes and started feeling his warmness.

"I'm your Jane, Harry. No one can tear me apart from you. Not me and not even you! I don't care if you be like this with me always! It would be the best thing if die from your hands!" I quietly spoke after few seconds. He still didn't hug me. I laid on him for few minutes. The warmth increased and made me feel better. My cheek stopped burning and I felt very comfortable on him. The best place in the world is here, in his arms. I felt like never pulling my skin apart from his and staying in this position forever.

"I'll never kill you! Stop talking like that!" "How can you still love me so much?" After few minutes he broke the silence and spoke quietly in the same position. "I don't know, I feel like my soul has mixed with yours. I feel like I just wanna love you and take care of you to the last second of my life. I feel like I'll die if I'll be apart from you" I replied quietly and still kept my eyes closed and face buried in his neck.

Suddenly I felt his arms wrapping around me tightly and almost squeezing me. He legs got tangled with mine. I smiled feeling that and left my body free on his. "You should feel unsafe with me" he almost mumbled.

"Your hug is the safest place I find in this world" I smiled. I then heard his sniff and his body shrugging. I opened my eyes and at the same time I felt his hand on my neck. He softly pulled me out and gazed at me. "Let me cheek your cheek" he frowned a little while looking at me. I removed his hands from my neck and again hugged him. "No need of that! I'm okay"

"Jane no! Look at me" he again pulled me out and started checking my slapped cheek. "It's red and has my finger prints" he looked upset seeing that. He was holding my face through my jawline and was rubbing my slapped cheek with his thumb. "That's nice right?" I grinned at him.

"Seriously Jane? I hurt you and you are smiling?"

"Your finger prints on my cheek, it will show your touch! Nice na?" I scoffed. "Ugh!" He controlled smiling and his head fell back. "I love you Harry" I kept gazing and smiling at him. He was weakly smiling at the roof. After a very few seconds he looked at me, moved close to my cheek and kissed it for a long time. I wrapped my arms around his neck and our bodies kept waving left and right slowly while he kept kissing my cheek.

After a few seconds he leaned out and looked at me with a caring expression. I was just smiling at him continuously. "I. Love. You. Jane!!" Saying that he smiled finally and immediately pressed his lips on mine.

"Harry now enough of being apart from each other. I can't survive like this anymore!" I leaned out after a few seconds and spoke to him in a seriously plus a requesting tone. "Yeah!!" He nodded. "No more staying away from each other!" He added in a serious tone. We looked at each other for few seconds then I placed my two finger on the corner of his lips and stretched them. Seeing that he smiled.

"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you!!!!!!" He suddenly grabbed me tight and pushed his body on mine leaving us fall back. "Aaaaaaa" I started laughing while falling back on the floor. His body was on mine and we were hugging each other tightly while laying on the cold floor.